Conquer It..He is Mine!!!

Wednesday

2011-06-16T01:56:00.005+08:00

Sayang & me<3
Sayang pretty rite:D

ytd is Gordon birthday:DD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM^^

today went lavender to find sayang..we have our dinner there,afterwards we meet her mummy at mrt station..we went to NUH( National Uni Hospital to visit one of the auntie who having stroke..hmmm,went to the ward..although i didnt noe her well..i just pray to God that He can able to heal her in the name of Jesus,shall have less pain in her body and sickness..hope she can recovered soon..God pls help her:DDD then we went down,to wait for her mummy to visit the auntie..we waited for the taxi like super long,sayang mummy call the cab again..hahas..alight at mrt station..went to eat wendy wf my cousin..hahas..so sorry let her wait for me so long..after eating,take the last train..reach home,wanna take a bath,i fall down..hais..cant even get up..my brother lent me his hands..so im able to get up..and take a shower..seriously is painful but is alrite..hmmm.shall rest soon^^ tmr staying at home,watch television,if not they sae i always go home so late..cant wait to go genting..i havent pack my things yet..tmr ba..okie good nite:DDD shall end there..loves:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EILEEN..stay pretty^^ great classmates:DDD

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Great Time Spending with my COUSIN

2011-06-15T02:18:00.005+08:00

This few month or weeks..gg out with my cousin..she is awesome..great to be her cousin..hahas..love gg out wf her..hope all her career and relationship is great..gonna pray for her..she must jiayou in everything ya..gonna catch up with her soon:DDDD LOVES HER..HEE^^ dont tell her that i love her:DDD

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Outing With My Girls

2011-06-15T01:57:00.003+08:00

Today went to yishun with sayang..during her hair,rebonding..hahas..after for 4 hrs,finally her hair is done..pretty..hahas...went to wendy..waiting for azura..hahas..after that,planning to sing ktv,but expensive..we went to eat pastamania..took lot of photos..hahas..enjoy eating,chatting..then went mac to sit down..take photos..for 1 hrs..we about to leave..taking train back home:D

today ate quite full..woots~ gonna rest well..tmr gg out wf sayang again..hee..Love Her and azura:DDD Girl Outing rox:DDDD

Good Night:D

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Growing Process Of MySelf Through My 17 Years Old

2011-06-14T02:16:00.006+08:00

Is is my growing process...hahas..i find myself like so ugly..hahas..but i love myself,how my parents has really rise me up as a young 17 years old girl..i really love my life now..2011 is a learning journey for me..i believe my ever year,i can learn something,really grow in my internal life,spiritual with God..i love myself being cheerful,happy,angry,sad,crazy,hyper..lot of emotional..hahas..loving fren,family..cherish the day i have with them.also my loves ones..i really thankful,those ppl who i knew,really light up my life,even thought im nt prefect,they always there for me..im nt good in having relationship neither friendship..i will try my best to maintain a good relationship or friendship..i have bunch of great frens,whose i can share wf..eat,movie,chatting etc..im proud to be my parents daughter,proud to be the Child Of God,Proud to be their friends,proud to be ppl who hate me or love me..i will always rmb them in my heart..i believe,as long as im alive..i wanna spend my days with everyone..till the day im dying/old...there alot of ppl wanna thanks..i shall thanks them,when im free..i shall wrote a card for them if i can:DDDD im really for war,my studies,career,church,family,friendship,relationship & dream:DDDD 2011 is the year that im gonna enjoy^^

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Monday Blues,Movie With Jazreel

2011-06-14T01:57:00.006+08:00

today went out with jazreel,hahas..we went amk for dinner..mac..hahas..after eating.we have a great chat,we heading to the cinema to catch a movie.Dylan Dog..hahas..we actually sit at a couple seat..is cool yeah..hahas..the movie is woot..the male lead is handsome and hot..i wish he is my boyfriends..i love his eyes..hahas..so nice..i also wan..there freaking cold..cant take it..but there is no link..cos the show full of vampire..hahas..i rate the movie 8/10..hahas..after that we have a walk,after that head back to yishun,we went mac..eating ice-cream,take photos..after that went home..hahas..today enjoy myself...gonna have great outing with both sayang tmr..girl outing..shall post soon..loves:D

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JUNE 2011

2011-06-13T05:43:00.006+08:00

Hellos Peeps Im back...in my blog..is june..just finish my first term of my exam..hope i can pass all my module..my effort is not waste..my june is packed..hahas..keep going with fren,to spent more time wf them..if im free,if nt im will be working or studying..hahas..ytd celebrate early Father's Day 2011..wish my daddy Happy Advance Father's Day..i love him so much^^ BEST DADDY:DDDDD

on sat,i have a great dinner with jazreel at HongKong Cafe,love to hang out wf her,chat wf her..she is cool,friendly and super funny fren to me..woots..great to have a friends like her:DDDD holiday is just started last week..the time like getting fast..i just hope can pause for awhile...im tired of everything..can rest for awhile..doesnt wan to tok abt personal life in blog.no point..just wanna post my daily life wf my family,frens or loves ones:DD enjoy myself..

this few week keep studying wf my sayang..thanks to her,i get to study at lucky plaza Mac..hahas..we really spent alot of time together..hope we can pass together yea:DD she is awesome to me..She is important to me.she is one of my great fren,sisters,classmates that i can share wf:DDDD hope she feel better..and smile.great journey for her ahead yea:DDDD

shall stop here..is 6.01am..gonna sleep.shall post soon:DDD i will update some photos:DDD

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hello im back..2011:D

2011-03-20T02:39:00.002+08:00

hellos...im back..hee...ps..too long didnt post any stuff in my blog..hahas..lazy..
march 2011 gonna to come to the end..april is coming soon..i gt my own black camera and pinky lappy..hee..happy..life is up and down..last week..i brought my good frens Emberleen to church..she just went for the first time..she give her life to Christ..woots...happy for her..hahas..i have fren..that i can stay old with:DDD hahas..i also colour my hair..shiok man..hahas..

since jan to march 2011..feel there is alot of things that keep changing..that i never expected..sometimes things dnt go smooth..feel so empty on the inside..but never mind..hahas..still can cure...during march..i went to JJ Lin concert with nuren..the concert is awesome..JJ Lin really very handsome..hope he can continue to work hard on the music industry..hahas..

so long never work..still so lazy..but gg back on tues..actually i dnt feel like gtg back de..but no money..hahas..force myself..plus mon gt cs role play..must jiayou..i nervous wor..hahas..since i break up with my ex..i prefer being single..no problem at all..hahas..having relationship really very nt good ..love hanging out with frens.nd do watever i want to do..no one can stop me from doing all the crazy thing..hahas...i believe i can find my true Mr Right..come on i just 17 years old..hahas..my journey is still so far..dream more important..most importantly is health and family(: just work hard for my studies...

im glad that i have bunch of good frens always there for me..whenever i need help..they never abandon me alone..but they willng to lent me their hands..im very thankful for everything..true fren is so hard to find..but i hope i really can find my true frens..hahas..actually i have some..like jeremy oh,sylvia my nuren,david seah my brother,bernie my baby,alvin lim my close brother,michelle yan my sister,bell my pretty fren,val my cute sister and alot..i wanna thank them for everything..feel so touched..feel like crying..seriously..they are really good to me:DDD God Bless Them:DDD I LOVE THEM:DDDDDD

that all i wanna post..have a sweet day:DDD
Pray for Japan..Hope God will Bless Them:DDD

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF:DDDD

2011-01-17T23:14:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself..thanks to everyone celebrate my birthday..lovely cards,the cake and the surprised:DDD love my class IOH..thank for the birthday song:DDDD and my HOGC frens and family:DDD ate too much...time to lose weight..hahas..17 years old gonna be great for me:DDD i must jiayou in 2011:DDDD post soon:DDD thanks everyone who wrote on my facebook:DDD Love Them:DDDDD

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY:D

2011-01-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY:D hope he have awesome birthday..God Bless Him..hahas..awesome frens i have in Palm Beach..hahas..he is simply awesome to me..hahas..love chatting with him:D enjoy his 26th birthday with his Family,GF and his frens..hahas..2011 gonna be awesome for everyone:DDDDDDD

since grandfather passed away..althought feeling sad but i must be strong..takee caree of my grandmother..hahas..spend the time with her more..cherish her,protect her:DDDDDD family is more important to me..plus sch is starting soon..i got to buck up in my studies...also i wish i can make new fren..tat is forever...hahas...tired of changing frens already..hahas..i must jiayou:DDDD tat all..i will post somemore soon:DDDDDDD

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE:DDDDDDDD 2011^^V

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hope my grandfather get well..really soon:D

2010-12-29T03:13:00.004+08:00

2 more days to HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011..hope everything will be alrite:D grandfather will get well..and celebrate 2010 and CNY reunion dinner..really miss him so so much right now:( Treasure your loves ones before euu lose them!! after 1 years plus..i realised..i gonna my loves ones around me..im afraid that one day my loves ones gonna leave me again and leave this world..i doesn't want this to be happen again..seriously...i hope my family can takee caree of themselves too..dnt make themselves too exalted..AH KONG Must JIAYOU yea..i will keep praying for euu:D hang on there alrite:D Love Euu:D waiting for euu to be back home soon:D 2011 gonna be great for my family,studies and everything:D

really feeling so tired...dnt noe who to find..i only can find is toking wf my beloved Father in Heaven..i knew he always there for me..no matter wat..he give me the strength,the power of faith..i believe in Him..Thanks Lord for everything euu had done for me..thank euu for giving me awesome family and church,and my part time job..really love this so much..serving my guests is my honoured:D hope everyone have a great New Year Ahead..God Bless Them:D

that all:D Loves:D

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Merry Christmas Everyone..Enjoy:D

2010-12-25T13:09:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE..HOPE EUU ALL HAVE A BLESS XMAS:D

This Xmas,Many great things happen,i gt 11 point for my N Level..but nt gg to ITE..the past 3 days..me and my mummy went to RBS..to take a look...WeiLing and Evelyn..was telling my mummy how good is RBS..hahas..thanks to them:D also wanna thanks God and Pastors for this awesome School..that I'm able to study in a great environment:D with great lecture and great frens in RBS..hmm maybe starting school on the FEB..hee..excited..today is Christmas..the pass three days writing Xmas Cards till very late..feeling tired..but feeling good writing cards to my dearest frens..hahas.God Bless Them:DDDD great journey ahead..i believe 2011 is gonna be fabulous:DDDDD jiayou:DDDDDDDD ytd took alot of picture during Xmas..hahas..gonna post some:DDDD KTV is awesome..sing alot..also have Xmas present..hahas..tat all..byes:D

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2 more day to Nu Ren Birthday:D

2010-12-07T03:23:00.002+08:00

okie..im back:D the past three days of service is fabulous..service with Pastor Bishop Dale Bronner..im impacted by his sermons..this three days i copy 10 pages of notes..is wow wow wow..im gonna to rise up to a whole new level..God is Awesome..He really bless our church alot alot..Love The Lord..i going to look through my note again and again..hahas:DCan't wait to have Pastor Dale Bronner back in Singapore & HOGC:DDDDD

on monday(6 Dec 2010)
wake up in the afternoon..but feel abit tiring..hahas..went to work..abit sian..but nevermind..hee..ChenChen is so funny..she sae Andy wanted to thank me,but he feel so ps..hahas..nvm..i noe his heart can already..hahas..today working super tiring..alot of guests i dun like..but need to conquer it..hahas..but is worthy:D hmmm hope tmr gg work will be great..hope i can working well with kenneth and andy this two captain..always make me conused,angry and sad de..hope everything will be alrite...i must jiayou..keep smiling all the way to the end..hahas..God Bless Them:Dso great to have jeremy back on work..hahas..can chat with him again wor..hahas..

2 more days to Sylvia my nu ren birthday..wow..hope she really have a great day on wed..I LOVE HER SO MUCH..hahas..gonna wish her on wed itself..she is awesome to me..can't wait to see her soon:D Woots:D lOVESHER:D

and geraldine is flying off to some trip..she drop me an sms..so touched by her sms..hahas..i will pray for her:D hope she have a safety trip,have fun..hahas..Takee Caree:D Loves Her too:D she is awesome cgmates & sister i ever have in Heart Of God Church..she always the one who pray for me,encouraged me..i feel so love by her..hmm..so great to know her..hahas..see her soon:DDDD

that all for tonite..hahas..tmr gonna conquer again in my working:DDD gonna rest le..hahas..GoodNite:DDD

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Service is AWESOME:D

2010-11-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

The Power Of YES

I Love today service..Pastor Vanessa Hoyes..she is gorgeous Pastor with 4 children..hahas..still so pretty..awesome service..always sae YES to God..He will prosper us and bless us:D I believe in Him:DDD Love The Lord:DDDD

Tmr having work..gonna be great..tues having youth revival..woots..cool..gonna rest well..get really for next week service..hahas:DDD GoodNite:DDDD

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Nov & Dec 2010 gonna be GREAT:D

2010-11-28T03:56:00.016+08:00

Wow..it been so so long didn't update my blog..hahas..busy working and some stuff..hahas..hmmm...gonna update some of my exciting life:D

I have been working since 18 Oct 2010.woots..i am so blessed my awesome job by clara..thank euu so much..intro this lovely job..I LOVE IT SO MUCH:DDD I met bunch of great staff..hahas..like Jeremy,Andy,Doris,Hanny,Sylvia,Reuben,Cheryl,SaSa,Wilson,Wei Quan,Aaron,Su Jing,Su Ning,Tun Lin,Cherry,Yu Lan,Charmine,Eastella,Chen Chen,Ah Kiong,Jean,Kenneth etc:DDD Praise The Lord..they are AWESOME,Takee Caree of me so much..Thanks God for everything..so that i can able to pledge my Building Fund..hahas..Yeah..I love this Job..Cool..and learnt alot of Stuff:DDD

And Nov is coming to the end..hahas..Gonna Wish Harry HAPPY BIRTHDAY:DDDD so sorry i didnt wish euu..cos for some reason..stay happy & dreams come true..my wishes is super long..lazy to post on my blog..hee..Takee Caree:DDDD When to watch movie with my senior Ronald..we watch Harry Potter..the show is not bad..hahas..after tat i went to look for my mummy..we went to eat Just Acia..hee..ate so full:DDD then Home Sweet Home:DDD

On sat..when fairprice to brought ST Newspaper..im the last person who brought it..hahas..afterwards went to church..hahas..Service with Pastor How is AWESOME..Love God,Love Pastor How & Pastor Lia,Love Church,Love Leaders and Love Frens..so great to be part of Heart Of God Church Member..hahas:DDD after service..having Coffee Appreciate event..taking photos..i can even taste the coffee..hahas..thanks to Alvin Low..hahas..I took alot of photos..hahas..i love my ministry..hahas..then went back home..hee:DDD Sun gonna be awesome..having service with Pastor Vanessa Hoyes:DDD gonna impact my life more and more:DDD Nov & Dec 2010 gonna be great:DDD

Oh yes..almost forgetten..on thur..i have my prom nite..hahas..the food and the event is awesome..took alot of photos..i will alway remember my Secondary School Journey with my frens and teacher..Thanks for everything..hahas:DDD Love Them:DDD

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wow..im back in blog(:

2010-09-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

wow..is Oct already..i didnt post blog for 1 month already..blog is dying..hahas..but im back in my fav blog..hahas..tis few month..really qutie busy..need to revised,church..etc..hahas..life is doing great..there is alot of event in church..feeling alive,to inspired to learnt more from leaders,and cgmates...hahas(: N Level is finishing real soon..gonna buck up in all my subject..so tat i can go a better course in ite..plus i gonna serve back in my ministry soon..cool..i miss my ministry..really disconnected for very long time..time to connected back after my Ns(: to really put all my heart to serve Him already..God is great & awesome..he done alot of stuff for me..since study leave started..my mindset think in a different ways already..wanna change more on the inside..and i didnt cry much already..wont feel hurt on the inside anymore..i feel more happier nowadays..God really move my heart..hahas..maybe i started to loves someone tat really change me ba..hmpf..tis person really care for me..although he doesnt show much love to me..but i can feel the love from him..maybe i really love him alot alot alot??i wanna be a better person,maybe cos of him..hahas..but i wanna grow,rise up more...i also wan him to grow..also to be a real man..carry the burden with SP,Leaders and cgmates together..yupp..tat my prayer..hahas..i believe our frenship to relationship will be better and stronger..and stop quarrel again..hahas..hope tat he is the last guy tat i wanna love,treasure,cherish him..yupp..no other guys again..i promise..I'm so bless tat i have awesome church i can attend,grow,know more people in church,also i have bunch of awesome leaders and cgmates always there for me..i feel so love on the inside..really thankful..God thank euu for everything..I LOVE EUU FATHER:D euu always the BEST for MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....without euu,i wont be a better person in tis world..I gonna study hard..my dreams is coming real soon..hahas(:
everyday of my life will be GREAT:D
GOODNITE:D

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I Hate LIAR:X

2010-08-17T22:14:00.004+08:00

I HATE LIAR..I HATE PEOPLE LIE TO ME..

Thank JiaYi for teaching me maths..Really Thankful..euu really have the Patience,always there for me..whenever i need help(: i gonna have confidence in Maths Paper 2 tmr..to gain more marks..to pull up my marks to pass..PASS PASS PASS PASS:D Jiayou(: Aja:D

Tmr going out with Elsie..Wednesday:D Woots:D Ladies Night:D Also must study hard for prelim & N Level(: that all for today:D Post soon:D

48 days to N Level..Jiayou(:

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1 more days to my beloved cousin Da Jie Birthday♥

2010-08-12T18:40:00.003+08:00

Today having english prelim..paper 1 & 2 is okie for me..hahas..then finish abt 1155am...then stay in sch for awhile..then went home wf alex..home sweet home..gonna study for chinese & science tonite..hahas..wanna obtain great result..so tat im really for N Level tis year..my final lap already..come one..jiayou hermia lim shu jun..hahas..tat all for today..hmmm..tmr having cg..i think i gg for cg tmr ba(: tat all..post it soon(:

53 Days to N LEVEL..1 more days to Da Jie Birthday(: Loves Her(: Jiayou in exams:D

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Tmr is Eng Prelim..jiayou♥

2010-08-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

Ytd meeting val..together went to city hall find elson they all..we went to eat lunch together..then we went to play bowling..then see them play pool..hahas..we went to take a walk..then i and val take mrt back home..hahas..super tired..reach home abt 9pm..then went down to help to burn the money for 7 month..quite hot..then slept abt 3am..cant sleep..Goodnight(:

Today gg school normal sch time..having those boring lesson..i failed my maths & science..sad:( didn't wan to let anyone noe..my heart feel so pain..hais..then having recess time..after tat having English lesson..sleep for whole period..super tired..having cpa lessons..then went up to the hall for Assembly..my favourite director Royston Tan..I also call him to sign for me too..hee..all his firming very good..hahas..touched by it.. then after sch..staying back in school..with classmates..then went to see the YOG..Daphne and one of the Malay guy holding the torch..hahas..happy:D then stay awhile..then went home myself..hahas..GoodNite(:

tmr having prelim..must jiayou in eng paper 1 and 2..hohoho..tat all for today(:

1 more days to PRELIM..54 Days to N LEVEL..

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Happy National Day to SINGAPORE♥

2010-08-10T03:10:00.003+08:00

Friday-6 August 2010

meet rosemary..gg school together..then we having national day celetration..hahas..is cool..full of national day song..i love Singapore song..really inspired me alot..then we took alot of photos..hahas..then went home with rosemary..hahas..then home sweet home(: then rush home take a bath..gg pzh house..reach there abt 230pm...hahas..then have alot of fun with Marianne they all..then we watch karate kids in his room..hahas..then his maid cook some chicken rice..i ate abit..hahas..after tat..i left..i went to meet val & bell...we having our dinner in 18 chef..hahas..love tat place..hahas..we ate pasta..then ice cream..have great chat..hahas..then went to cold storage...then went home(: home sweet home..

Sat-7 August 2010

on the morning..having cg in RBS..hahas..jiayi buy tea for me..thank her so much..love her..i love worshipping God with cg..then elson teach us john 3:16..hahas..so cool man..hahas..then exchange sharing john 3:16 with val..hahas..super funny..hahas..then rush down to church..hahas..service is awesome(: hahas..then having dinner together..after tat..i went back home alone...hee..then home sweet home..watching my television(:

Sun-8 August 2010

wake up abt 1230pm..no one at home..hahas..i sleep so soundly man..almost forgotten i need to go to church for service..then take a bath..really to go out..reach church..really for service..we having guest speaker Pastor Mark Conner..first time coming to HOGC..hahas..his service is damn funny also impacted me alot..his sermon really helping me alot..hahas..then Pastor How share something tat i really wan is i wanna be a church builder..hahas..after tat having dinner with val & bell in kfc..hee..then went up church for awhile..went off to find my mummy..watching xiao xiao bin concert with her fren too..hahas..through out all the concert is awesome..finally he is out..he dance sorry sorry..hahas..so cute..took alot of photos of him..hahas...after tat having supper..then need to rush for last train..hahas..then in the train saw harry they all..forget it..then reach home..upload picture..till 5am then sleep..damn tired(: Nite:D

Mon-9 August 2010

today i wake up abt 230pm..sian..hahas..ps too..hahas..then playing comp..then having dinner in the afternoon..really to watch National Day in television..hahas..all the national day celebration is awesome..i love tis year national day..i love the songs...also sae the pledge and national anthem9; so proud to be a Singaporean..hahas...HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE..LOVE SINGAPORE SO MUCH:D CHEERS!!!! happy times always flew very fast..hahas..then continue to play comp..then having supper..having small chat with grandparents..hahas.then using comp till 4am..need to sleep already..tmr gg have outing with cg..gonna post soon..good nite everyone..i shall start my revising soon..prelim gonna start really soon:X

55 Days to N LEVEL..2 more Days to Prelim..Jiayou Jiayou:D

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is AUG already!!!

2010-08-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

tis few week having alot of event..hahas(:

Friday-3oth July 2010

in the afternoon having N Level Oral Exam..hahas..qutie scary wor..hahas..but is alrite..went home take a bath..then went SIS...Having FOP..is awesome..i love spending time with my church ppl..the video tat HOGC produce,is awesome..hahas..and SP is handsome & pretty..hahas..FOP end abt 11pm ba..went back with cg ppl...hahas..reach home super tired..my dinner & supper is MAC..hahas..then home sweet home(: sleep~

Saturday-31st July 2010

Meet val,go church together..then having lunch first..then went up church..really for service..i love the service..praise & worship song is Awesome..Pastor Lia preach the service...woots..the sermon is YOUTH..love it so much..hahas..the presence of God is so strong..the testimony is awesome by tingwei and her brother..after service..went to have dinner together..hahas..then went home together..home sweet home..

Sunday-1st August 2010

in the afternoon..went to hongjie there..the void deck..hahas..saw zhi hao they all..hahas..i hungry went to take the food..hahas..nice sia...then marianne came..she ate for an hour then left..hahas..she super funny..then went to hui tian house to slack slack..watch television,drink,play comp..then went down again..play cards..after tat went to eat dinner at mac..didi came..then went mac together..after eating so full..we went the nearest void deck to slack..take photos..hahas..till 9pm..then went home..hahas..but abit weird..cos no service..hahas..miss service very much..as well as God:D tat all for Sunday nite:D~

Monday-2nd August 2010

ytd is school day..sians..need to wear sch tie..nvm..last year already..hees..having alot of boring lesson..just wanna to conquer..hahas..seriously..i hate sch so much..dnt noe why..everyday go sch..i feel so sad and tired..like the whole world..hate me like tis..so fake to me..pls..dnt act infront of me anymore..can't take it..end school..went home with rosemary..eating lunch together..then take bus together..home sweet home~~Bad Mood:( forget it..no one will understand hw i feel right now..every min every sec..feel like crying:'(

Tuesday- 3rd August 2010

today having lesson again..boring..feel like sleeping..sians..2 more marks to pass my science test..sad man..aiyo..then eng and lifeskills lesson..mrs choi put up some ndp video for us to sing..then watch..cos we are celebrating National Day..hahas..i love all the ndp song..woots..sch end..then stay back..do some maths work..then playing with marianne they all..then go home..reach home..using comp all the way..shiok sia..tat all~~tmr having dinner with elson..and cg..cant wait..hee:D

i must really buck up in my studies..i really neglected in my studies already..sad..prelim is coming..if never start study..i will regretted forever man..and n level is coming soon..everything just put aside..im tired..hais..tat all for today:X

9 Days to Prelim..62 Days to N LEVEL..6 more Days to NATIONAL DAY(:

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count down for coming aug(:

2010-07-28T19:26:00.005+08:00

today wake up,raining again..oh my gosh..so cold..hahas...feel like sleeping again..hahas..went to sch..as usual..for lesson..hahas..maths make me feel so sleepy..cannot tahan anymore..maybe ytd nite..sleep too late..hahas..i deserve it man..cos i love to sleep late late..hahas..then sci,recess time,two period of eng lesson then three period of cpa..assembly..super funny during assembly..the coach..teach us hw to take care of our face,look & etc..hahas..finish school..having lunch with nat and pzh..we chat & laugh alot..then do homework with other guys..waiting for pzh..then go home together..hahas..home sweet home(:

68 Days to N LEVEL..15 Days to N LEVEL PRELIM..2 more days to FOP..3 more days to service..can't wait for the days..God is awesome:D

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Happy Birthday to baby..bernie(:

2010-07-26T15:14:00.003+08:00

SAT

sat meet Daphne..go church together..so happy to brought her to church..having service together..then she love the msg by Pastor How..great..then having dinner with bell,val and me..after eating..we went hme together..we sent daphne home..sent val home..left me and bell..we waited for the bus for least an hour..but we have good chat.hahas..finally bus came..reach hme at 11pm..home sweet home(: watching television till 2am..then went to sleep le..

SUN

meet bell gg church together..meet val at church..the service is awesome..after service..went to find my mummy..having steamboat with her fren..awesome..afterwards..we rush dwn to causeway point to watch movie with daddy & brother..oh man..the movie is damn damn awesome..hmmm..i wanna watch it again..the guy so handsome(: reach home abt 12.15am..then take a bath..use comp..went to sleep around 23oam(: Happy Birthday to baby..hope she stay happy & pretty..love her max(:

today raining man..sians..dnt feel like gg to school..today mrs choi didnt come to school..mc...all the lesson all the way to recess time..have alot of laughter in school..really feel so happy..eng lesson..free period..playing with marianne,afiq,lutfi and zhi hao..bell ring..taking photos..then go home with rosemary..tat all for my weekdays on monday..using comp..hmmm..i feel so sad..i was crying..cos i went to my best fren blog..i went to see her plurk..she wrote tat she hate me,wat i sae is so mean..sick of talking to me,i own her life..actually i feel so sad..maybe im nt tat perfect..but how can she write until like tis..its really hurt my heart..i dnt mind she scolding me..but my heart really really feel very pain..she want to hate me..i have no choice..cos i know im nt a good fren to her..maybe my character suck...but why she treat me in tis way..i really feel like crying loudly..i really wan to sae sorry to her..i always give her chance..why cant she give me chance..i really love her..fateha i really sorry..

70 days to N LEVEL..prelim is coming soon too..jiayou..

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is friday(:

2010-07-23T19:16:00.004+08:00

yeah..last week of the Friday already..can rest le..hahas..cos tis few days..sleep very late..hahas..today having final coursework for ebs..hahas..i done with the coursework..sleep for half hour..shiok man..hahas..then having science lesson..Mr Skatun is teaching the last chapter of the optional B..i dnt now which optional should i choose..hahas..maybe will choose the one that i love..hahas..recess time..,mt,eng then lifeskills..finish school le..hahas..then slack for awhile..went back home with rosemary..hope she feel better now..cos phone..kena confiscated the DM..hais..hope she can get back her phone in 2 week time..reach home..take a bath,using comp,having dinner,watching television..then use comp again..chatting daphne..hahas..guess wat?she is coming tmr for service wor..hahas..im being attractive for her..thanks to weijie sermon that he preach during cg..thanks God and weijie..hahas..i believe CG will breakthrough..also grow together..hahas(: can't meet her tmr man..hahas..just gt my N Level Prelim TimeTable..die lo..gonna study hard le..i must stop all my la la land le..hahas..

tmr is sat..service time..is time to serve & worship with Our Father Jesus..hahas..Love Him so so much^^i shall post blog tmr again..im tired..gonna get some rest..hahas..sleeping time for me!! can see my church fren tmr again..euu noe wat..my foot gonna recovered soon..thanks daddy..apply oil on my foot..thanks daddy..actually doesnt wan him to now..in the end..caught by him..hahas..no choice(: and also i pray for healing..thanks God,He have answer my prayer(: hahas..GoodNite Peeps^^V

73 days to N LEVEL..20 days to N Level Prelim..3 more days to baby birthday^^

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I sprain my ankle:(

2010-07-22T20:09:00.007+08:00

today the weather is cooling..but abit cold wor..hahas..then having assembly in the hall..then teacher giving out prizes..then having pe lesson..we playing captain ball..then abt half hour later on..actually i was the goalkeeper..then my chairman..wanna change with me..when i go and play rite..dnt noe which person push me..i then sprain my ankle..pain pain:( i keep crying..when my chiarman toking to me..hahas..i good in crying de..i am a crybaby..hahas..then having recess..afterwards having mt lesson,science lesson then cpa lesson for 3 period..every cpa period always do the same thing..sian~~forget it..then bell ring..school is ended..stay for awhile,ang wei jie call me..whether my leg is alrite..thanks weijie(: then i went back home..hahas..i walk so slow sia..first time..slow as a snail..hahas..finally reach home..eat my dinner,bath then use comp..bell ask me in msn,whether im alrite..hahas..thanks bell,also val..hee..i just realised only church fren care abt me..sec sch fren doesnt noe care abt me..abit sad..really..4 years fren..forget..i have God,Pastors,Leaders and church fren can already..hahas..im glad(: HOGC rox(:

anyway i bringing my sec 2 junior Daphne to church tis sat..hahas..i really feel so happy...i almost forgotten i had sprain my ankle..hahas..God will heal me(: Amen(: can't wait to see her man...love her so much(:

4 more days to baby birthday...so long didn't see baby already..miss baby..hope baby studies will be great..baby must be happy yea..i really love baby..love to hang out with baby..last year birthday..i didn't celebrate..feel sad & guilty..least can give baby present..also take photos with baby..hope baby can solve the family problem..i always there for baby..like hw baby always encourage me,there for me..thanks euu baby..love euu so much..great to know baby(: can't wait to wish baby HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: LOVE BABY(:^^V

tmr is fri..can't wait for weekend..hahas..spent more time with God & frens..hee..hahas..love to go church..cos i can be myself..with full of laughter ^^V

74 days to N LEVEL..Gonna JiaYou(: 4 more days to baby birthday(:

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every min every sec wanna be with God/Jesus:D

2010-07-21T23:22:00.006+08:00

Happy Moments,Praise God

Difficult Moments,Seek God

Quiet Moments, Worship God

Painful Moments, Trust God

Every Moments, Thank God

When l'm Happy..i wanna to praise God with all my heart to share my happiness to Him..whenever im happy with something(:

When I having some difficult problems..i will seek God about the problems i have,will share with him now and ever(:

When I doing my quiet time in church or home..i willl worship God..so that i have my private time with my beloved Father in Heaven..to sing praise & worship song to Him(:

When I feel so painful in certain way that hurt me,feel so sad..I will trust God..He is the only that i can trust..because He will keep the secret for me..and will not tell anyone about it..

When every moments of my life,God will always there for me...thank God for everything..i feel so peaceful in my heart right now,from now onwards.i wanna rejoice with God,have a joyful day with Him,Church,Pastors,Leaders,Family,Friends & Loves Ones(: THANK EUU SO MUCH FATHER(: NO MORE TEARS..NO MORE SADNESS..NO MORE HURTFULNESS..i only cry for God..cos he heal my hearts..thanks God(: every moments of my life is to be with euu forever till die(:

I really treasure & cherish what God has given to me as a gift..no matter we become good or bad..we will still be a gift to God..He Loves Us(:

I believe that God will break the impossible to the possibilities(: Amen(:

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Being Attractive..CG is AWESOME(:

2010-07-21T22:12:00.002+08:00

today having alot of fun in school..after sch..when to meet val and crystal for lunch at kfc..then swee meet us..then..me,swee and val went to yyc..we reach there 1700pm..cos cg start at 1730pm..we came 15 mins earlier..church culture..hahas..feel abit tired..then sleep for awhile..waiting for cg to come..hahas..then ang wei jie..they all come already..hahas..we eat the sandwiches tat val and crystal make..hahas..nice wor..hahas..thank to them..then we start our cg..hahas..love to worship God..i feel like gg back to His side again..hahas..dnt noe why..feel so peaceful inside my heart...also love worshipping with cg..hahas..then weijie preach abt " Being Attractive"..interesting Word Of God..hahas..i gonna be attractive towards my frens..hahas..i believe C80 will breakthrough..yea..AMEN(: every monday..we having outing..hahas..awesome..hahas..then just now having dinner with val at long john silver,northpoint..hahas..chat chat abit..then went back home..hahas..see her on sat(: God Bless Her(: ^^V loves qing ai de(:

SWEE WEI JIE GG ARMY NEXT FRI..GONNA MISS HIS HAIR..hahas..but his path will be awesome..hahas(:

tmr is thursday finally...hahas..gonna conquer tmr..hee..can't wait for weekend service(:

75 days N LEVEL..jiayou(: also prelim for N LEVEL in AUG(:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND(: ^^V

2010-07-20T18:22:00.007+08:00

Left(Desmond) Right(David)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND(: ^^V

today is Desmond Seah kor kor birthday..hahas..wish him always happy,handsome & cool..great to know him man..hahas..he is awesome..hahas..hope he have awesome day today with his family..hope he stay young too:D i love his joke & crap..hahas..he really a funny person..hahas..if i have a big brother like him..i will be the most happiest sister in the world..hahas..too bad..I'm the elder..hahas:D but i'm okie with it..hee..see him on weekend^^V HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER(:

Today school is cool..but i very tired..maybe ytd too late then sleep..sians...used to it already..hahas..lesson is great..is interesting to learn more things..hahas..gonna study hard..hahas..after school,having great time with my two bestie,bitch,darliinq..hahas..they are my best fren forever..love them so much(: we laugh alot in class,canteen and everywhere we go..hahas..like a crazy ladies...keep laughing..hahas..gonna cherish tis frenship..hahas..they rox(: awesome:D tmr having cg prayer meeting in yyc..so long doesn't have cg le..hahas..tmr finish sch..will go for cg..hahas..worship Him..and spend more time cg too & leader..our cg gonna breakthrough soon...i believe that(: Amen?hee..i shall invite more fren to church..hahas!!! Wait & See..hohoho!!! my life is gonna be awesome yea:D

76 days to N LEVEL..jiayou & conquer(:

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Study Rule^^V

2010-07-19T22:14:00.003+08:00

I'm back..hahas..today having ebs coursework...quite okie for me..hahas..actually today all the lesson for me is good..hahas..gonna spent more time in sec sch..hahas..also spend more time with teachers & frens..hahas..now nt stress at all..but try not to be stress..hahas..im gonna to do my study rule..as my darliinq val..wanna check whether i have do my study rule...hee..she is awesome..she care for me..hee..* Happy* gonna finish 20 hrs!! I CAN DO IT..CONQUER(: nth to post much..but i hope my brother in Christ Henry can cheer up yea..God always there for him..hope he wont feel so stress anymore..smile smile yea..hahas..love him(:

i recently read David blog..just found out tat he had a blog..hahas..i really love this one(:

LEARNING TO APPRECIATE LIFE

Many young people have great dreams and hope for their future,so i do.
Many a time, i will often ask myself whether those dreams is what i really want.
Many a time, i will often question my purpose of living.
They are major questions in every one's life.
But not many will consider the questions.
The norm answer is that " we live because we have to."
Many people who have great passion to live are struggling to live because illness.
Many people who wants to live badly but left the world earlier because of fatal accident.
Yet,those who are given the privilege did not know their real passion,purpose and dreams.What a waste it will be?
Thus, i urge you to find yours.
i have finally found mine,so have you?
Now what are you waiting for?
Find your voice among the people.
Know your gift and talent given by GOD.Everyone is made in a special to bless each other.
May God Bless You!:D

It is God who arms me with strength,and makes my way perfect .Psalm 18:32

what awesome sentence!!hahas..i love it(:hmmm..got to rmb that(: 77 days to N LEVEL(: jiayou(:

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im back in July:D

2010-07-15T19:36:00.012+08:00

im back in July..hahas..lazy to update blog..also busy and tired..hahas..last weekend went to Marianne & Pzh birthday party is was AWESOME..i shall upload some photos..too many already..hahas:D TMR IS PZH BIRTHDAY 16th JULY^^V..also on monday went outing with cg..hahas..we went to orchard..HongKong Cafe:D right after my N Level Oral..the Oral is AWESOME..hahas..today we taking whole school photos..with the YOG Logo..hahas..try to find it on the school website:D

Tis few days feel so down,stress,tired,sad..ALL THANKS TO DAVID SEAH(: he really help me alot..encourage me,text me,care & concern abt me..i really thankful abt it..really really thank euu so much david(: glad to know euu(: i shall forgetten all the unhappiness stuff.get rid of my mind..start new chapter on my path(: wanna thanks val..she gonna help me block..hahas(: im really happy..there is bunch of ppl really there for me..even alt..im a sotong..or wat..hahas..thanks alot alot alot alot(: i really like to website david gave me..hahas..and put the link on the fb..really like it:D hmmm...i shall forgive the guy & shall nt tok to him anymore..tired already man..seriously:D I GOT JESUS WITH ME^^V

i shall focus more on my Prelim & N Level.hahas^^V Conquer It Man(: gonna serve God well(:

81 Days to N LEVEL(:

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Picture on Tuesday:DDDD

2010-06-25T20:03:00.006+08:00

im back

2010-06-25T19:55:00.002+08:00

hello im back...nth to post much..hahas..alot of event coming up..c zone camp just ended..i make a lot of new fren there..and i had learn alot in the camp..and chat with leaders alot..and hang out with my cgmate..on tues..went back with val...hahas..we went to eighteen chef there..great food..thanks val..then we went to library..we saw wen qi..hahas..after tat..we brought something for our brother swee..hahas..his dog so cute lo..i wish i have one..hahas..afterwards meet bell for dinner..hahas..nice chat in northpoint..then wed went just acia with my mummy..we ate so full..then shopping in plaza sing..then we went to 888 plaza..the fairprice..then buy till 12.3oam..then went to eat supper then go home...hahas..thur went for p/ph training..learn alot abt desgin ministry..hahas..afterwards..went to find val they all..they just finish prayer meeting..then eat dinner..then went home..harry call me.we have some chat..hahas..then today nth to do lo..hahas..tmr gg for service..tat all for today..gonna start school soon..hahas:D

101 days to N LEVEL..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH JON:D

2010-06-12T02:01:00.007+08:00

on the morning..went wf mummy to hospital..to check her arms..hahas..hope she can recovered soon..after tat..went to meet aunt..for some snack..then meet val..we went farrer park..hahas...walk walk abit..then meet the rest of them..hahas.then very excited..cos celetrating

jonathan birthday..hahas..we ate alot of food ba..then take photos..then jon all thanks us..hahas..hope he had a great day..stay YOUNG..HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON..hahas..hope he had a fruitful day..God Bless Him..he have a great destiny ahead on his path yea..stay happy & handsome..then went back home wf elson,swee & val..we had a chat abit C Zone Camp..hahas..then home sweet home..abit of runny nose..gonna rest..hahas..i upload all the photos already..hahas..can sleep already..tmr gonna see Pastor How..he is back in Singapore..hahas..i cant wait for C Zone Camp..i can go man..thanks to my daddy..Importantly God..hahas..i able to grow more..hahas..and pray more:D

115 & 114 days N LEVEL..waiting for 15 June..Gordon bdae..loves 9 June tooXD

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Happy birthday to EA & jaslyn:D

2010-06-09T20:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to EA & Jaslyn..hope they have awesome day..fruitful & blessing day..i love 9 june so much..hahas..Jaslyn must stay happy & pretty yea..im so glad..i have awesome sister & best fren in church and ministry..hahas:D Happy birthday to EA..ytd text him..hahas..hope he have awesome day..hope his career will get better..hope he can find a better job..if he can..i wish him he have a fruitful,blessing day ahead..great journey ahead..love him alot..miss him alot..hope he can stay happy & handsome:D God Bless they two yea...they are important in my life..im so lucky to meet them in this earth..hahas:D never regret..Thanks God for everythings..takee caree yea peeps:D ^^V

Miss Fateha,Marianne,Zhi Hao they all alot..hope they have awesome weekdays and weekend yea:D See ur guys in school soon..im excited abt C Zone Camp..is coming soon man..wees..and my best brother JONATHAN TAN BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON..hahas..11 june..yea..hahas..gonna wish him on tat day..hee:D June there is alot of event coming up..gonna be busy..hahas..gonna be great..hahas..gonna post blog soon:D

117 days N LEVEL..2 more days to 11 JuneXD..Always love 9 JuneXD

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peeps im back in june..hahas

2010-06-08T01:25:00.002+08:00

this few weeks..qutie busy..plus lazy to blog too..hahas..have a great day with diana..she came to Singapore..great to spend time wf her..hahas..this week went to church..this two days..Pastor Lia sermon is great..i love it much..then i step out..Pastor Lia pray for me..i really can feel the presence of God..thanks Pastor Lia praying for me..and God too..hahas:D ytd after service..pack up food to church..watching the Super Junior Concert screening..like okie okie lo..hahas..then went back home..hahas..i really want CG to breakthrough..also myself breakthrough and grow..is time to grow up man..hahas:D Zone Camp is coming..i hope i really can go lo..hahas..tat all for today..hahas:D 9 june is coming..hope i can wish him a very good happy birthday lo..hope he can reply my msg..hope we still can be fren:D stop avoiding me yea EA..gonna wish euu on wed:D

119 & 118 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 9 JuneXD

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happy birthday WeiJie

2010-06-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

2 June is ANG WEI JIE BIRTHDAY..Happy Birthday weijie KorKor..hahas..21 years old already..hahas..hope euu have gf soon..hee..hahas..awesome:D takee caree..

today leave hse at 11am..wf grandparents,aunt & mummy..we went to ChinaTown..the new temple..very nice wor..awesome for tat..hahas..i take a lot of photos..hee..then we went to ktv sing..hahas..so funny..but we took alot of photos..i gt the chance sing wf my cousin..thea..thanksto aunt..we have chance to build relationship..hahas..after tat we went to eat steamboat..hahas..then take bus,then mrt..to jurong east..then reach woodlands..home sweet home..hahas..gonna rest..tmr gtg church..hahas..training..hahas:D GoodNite Peeps..

i cant wait for 9 June man..6 more days..loves him..hahas:D

124 days N LEVEL..waiting for 9 JuneXD

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Is JUNE:D

2010-06-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

today is 1st JUNE..welcome JUNE..goodbye to MAY..today went to church..do some big card for Ang Wei Jie..hahas..then pray for awhile..then we went down..have dinner..then really for Church Praying Meeting..Pastor Lia was there..the Presence of God Strong man..Pastor Lia..tok abt stand,speak and pray with BOLDNESS..and we started to pray for CHC..and is was powerful & awesome..i will always STAND:D the worship song is awesome..i love it:D after tat went back home with val..then buy some snack to eat..hee.then reach home..gonna rest..then tmr gonna have a great time wf aunt they all..gtg ktv..hahas...Good Nite Peeps:D

125 Days N LEVEL..waiting for 9 JUNEXD

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hahas..do nail on my foots:D

2010-06-01T01:50:00.002+08:00

today wake up at 1130am..then went to take a bath..then have lunch wf aunt & grandparent at home..waited for mummy to wake up..then went out abt 1340pm..then take cab to yishun..chongpang..then aunt make her hair..mummy wash hair..after tat..went to make nails...we three gt do..hahas..then abt 1730pm..we take cab take home..then have our dinner at home.then aunt went out after her dinner..then i use my computer..then use till nite..then have some supper..then gonna sleep soon..hahas..tmr gonna gg church for Prayer Meeting:D gonna Pray Pray Pray:D hahas..this few days gonna be busy..gg out wf aunt and busy in church..hahas..and alot of june holidays homework..hahas..lazy to do..hee..but i will do..tat all for today..hee:D

126 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 9 JuneXD

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hahas:D

2010-05-31T02:23:00.003+08:00

hey peeps im back..hahas..i will write wat happen on fri..i have alot of awesome stuff happen..haahs..
on friday..wake up at 430am..to prepare to meet bell,jon and carol..my mummy booked taxi for me..thanks man..then wait for jon..while me and bell was toking in the taxi..hahas..then jon rush dwn..hahas..then went to fetch carol..then abt 20 mins we reach singapore expo..luckily..when we just seated now..alot of ppl come already..hahas..then we wait for 4 hrs plus..hahas..we chat until 830am..then we went in...wow..Pst Cho sermon is Awesome & powerful..hahas..really can feel the Presence Of God..then pray in the morning..feel so refreshing..then alot of speaker..then after tat went to watch movie..then went to frolick..the movie damn awesome..hahas..after tat we went back to Expo..went for Pastor kong service..tat is awesome..awesome..love it alot..his sermon really impacted me alot..thanks Pastor kong & God..im so glad i went to Asia Conference..i cant wait for next two years..really to grow grow grow:D then went back home wf jon &bell..we are super tired..then they alight at yishun..bell must take care yea..love euu..muah..jon too yea..hee..then i went back home..Ko already..went to sleep:D

on sat..wake up prepare to go church..i meet val..we take train together till bishan..then walk to circle line..while wait for train..saw bell and mei xin..hahas..we take train together..then at train..saw harry and henry sister..she is so cutee..hahas..then went up to church for Pastor Steve Munsey service..his service is awesome awesome..i really love it..he is so funny..his sermon really impacted me..dare to dream man..and speak out from ur tongue..sae you can do it..hahas..I CAN DO IT..Amen..hahas..God is awesome..He is moving with us..every min every sec..hahas..love Him alot alot till i die:D i will never leave him..after service..i never went to Airport to fetch my aunt..sorry yea..aunt..then stay at church..watch the paramore concert..then went back home wf bell,val,swee& mich..then home sweet home..my aunt give me a big hug..hahas..then i sleep at 3am..then my aunt is tired so she went to sleep..me also sleep..hahas..

today,wake up,eat lunch..then play computer till 400pm then we eat dinner..then abt 530pm me,mummy and my aunt..we went out..we went to Farrer Park,we went to eat dessert then..shopping..then went to Bugis..then we buy abit of eaating stuff..then but somethings..then went to kfc to eat..hahas..take train home..take bus..then home sweet home..have a great chat wf them..hahas..gonna rest soon..tmr gg out again..hahas..goodnite:D shall post again:D

127 days N LEVEL..waiting for 9 JuneXD

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im back in blogger

2010-05-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

this few days qutie busy..hahas..but im back in blogger already..ytd having parent meeting with teacher in school...sians.my mummy came dwn to school to take the report book and listen to mrs choi crap..she want to sae,lets her sae lo..WTH..no mood at all man..then mrs choi told my mummy..hope ur daughter can have a tuition..my mind is LOL..who cares..she wan me to study..study lo..i prove to her wrong..i can do well in my prelim & n level..euu watch and see ba..teacher..nag at us so much...forget it..bear with her 4 more month..sian..actually i also wan to study hard and go to the course i wanted for long ago..business is my dream to get in..seriously..wanna be a great & successful business women in Asia(:

today went to school...gt a alot of cert is giving out..Congrat to all:D hahas..then we went to science centre..hahas..alot of fun in there..then come back to school..eat lunch wf rosemary & clara..then went back home wf rosemary..then home sweet home..upload all the pic we took in science centre..hahas..cool ar..hahas..i dnt noe wanna go for the Asia conference anot..cos im conused rite now..i dnt noe wheather in my heart..i still love God and trust him anot..hais..im sorry God..being a 3 years old Christians..still like tis..ps..few days ago..i cut myself..dnt noe why..feel so hurtful inside..cry alot..i dnt noe will i cut myself again..dnt feel like gg anywhere...i also dnt noe..who i love.i keep changing heart..fall in love wf two guys..AHHHHHHH..feel like killing myself..SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...forget it..tis sat my aunt coming back home...i wanna give her a big hug..spent time wf her more..yeahhhhhhh..hee...June holiday is coming..gonna study hard and alot of homework gonna do..hais..

131 days N LEVEL..tis sat aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9 JuneXD

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RedRain is AWESOME

2010-05-23T04:22:00.002+08:00

thurday
-didnt went to school..cos wake up late..thanks to mummy..i dnt need to go to school..she help me write letter...first time like tis wor..dnt do it again man..

friday
-went to school..nth muchh..slack in school..chat wf fren..then went room watch the video wf fren..mid ur language...qutie funny..then afterwards..me,fateha and marianne went of frm the gate..we saw our fomer classmates..hahas..then we went mac to eat...then went hme wf fateha and afiq..then go hme..hahas..didtn went for red rain..cos too late already..then at nite..cry very badly..dnt now why..heart feel so painful..hais..

saturday
-wake up..meet val and bell..hahas..go church together..then redrain was awesome..we super high..i took alot of photos..hahas.then afterwards went dwn to eat long john sliver wf poh kian and val..then went up church for awhile..then leave church..go hme wf val..then chat alot..then hme sweet hme..cry again..hmmm..wanna tell him..im sorry for everything..forgive me..i treat euu so badly..i hope euu understand it..thank henry yip..my brother..hahas..i feel better now..tmr no service..sian..staying at hme...hahas..rest..monday gt school..hahas..now 430am wor..gonna sleep soon(: byes~

135 day N LEVEL..waiting for aunt to be back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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i have improve in my science woots..

2010-05-20T14:33:00.003+08:00

ytd i have my mye result..then we recieved alot of paper..i pass all..except for maths..hais...hope we can study hard for it..then my science teacher sae i have improve alot..thanks God for it..my hard work doesnt waste tat...i was so shock and happy abt it..then after school..having cca photo taking..but i didnt take.then went hme wf pzh & yu jie..then home sweet home..then play comp..chat wf harry in msn till 3am..i went to sleep..

this morning.didnt go school.sians..nt feeling tat good..then stay at hme..tmr gg school..i cant to take my result tmr wor..report book..hahas..then tmr my mummy gg for operation..hope her hands will be fine..i will pray for her de..tat all for today...

137 days N LEVEL..waiting for my aunt back to Singapore..waiting for 9 june tooXD

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career day is awesome:D

2010-05-18T16:06:00.002+08:00

this morning raining wor..hahas..never mind..then went to school..go to hall..then having first session of career day..so shock to see one of our adult zone ppl...Jeremy Lee..hahas..i love this session..i love his english too...i hope i can be like him too..speak fluent english..hahas..then having alot of session till 105pm..hahas..i really enjoy mysel..dnt noe which course..i wanna take..but business is CONFIRM..hahas..Amen!!Hee..hmm..then accompany fateha and marianne for awhile...afterwards went hme wf fateha..HOPE FATEHA RECOVERED SOON:D ALRITE..hahas..then rech hme...gonna attend Church Prayer Meeting later on:D gonna pray..so excited for tmr MYE result..hahas..hope all can pass...tat all for today!!post tmr!!

139 days N LEVEL..waiting for aunt to be back in Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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ytd & today service is AWESOME

2010-05-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

ytd and today service was AWESOME..pst lia rox..i love her sermon..UNWRAP YOUR GIFT..i really like to sermon,really impacted me the most is..she sae tat God gave everyone different talent..different gift..i believe tat everyone have it from God..hahas..we shall not jealous other ppl gift from God..we shall be thankful of tat..God is always very fair and square to everyone..cos God is a great God..Amen..hahas..i really thankful is i have the talent from God is i can take photos..hahas..tat why im in photography ministry..hahas..random..is true..im qutie happy in my ministry..cos i can grow grow grow..hahas..i also have a great leader like nadine..and great senior in ministry..

this morning i have make up training..wf yong hui and yassy..the training really very useful to me..i really learn alot of stuff...how to work as a team..with other ministry..how to communicate with people..hahas..i gonna learn more in different ministry..gonna to the next level..hahas..I CHOOSE THE RIGHT MINISTRY WOR..hahas..thanks God for everythings..He had done for me..I LOVE GODDDDDDDDDD....my destiny gonna be great..wees..hee..alot of event coming up..hahas..gonna wait for my aunt coming back to Singapore..miss her alot..gonna spend more time with her..anyway thanks Bell sweetie..accompany me,just now..thank euu..love euu bell..euu rox..love her so much forever:D hahas..

141 days N LEVEL..waiting for 13 days aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9June tooXD

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feel so tiredd:(

2010-05-14T17:29:00.002+08:00

ytd having dinner w mummy..and her fren too..ate so full..hahahahahahahahas..we have alot of chat..hee..then went back home abt 1155pm..hahas..watch television..then look through magazine..then went to take a bath..hahas..then sleep..hahas..

today feel abit not feeling tat well..maybe the period come ba..feel so pain..hate to be a gal..hais..nvm..feel so tired on the inside..maybe im tired of frenship & relationship..hais..im really tired..i doesnt wan to make any fren..or love anyone le..feel very suffer..can i just sleep forever..doesnt wan to wake up..i doesnt like ppl to like me..or woo me..but i like to woo ppl..cos i doesnt wan ppl to love me..i hate it..im weird ba..nvm..i really is tat type of gal..dont like ppl to like me..im really sorry..i wanna be a successful business women..and gonna acheive my 5Cs..hahas..i dnt need any guys for tat..he like me can already..i will be very happy..

i dnt noe wat i really need..relationship,frenship of wat..maybe i just wanna study,serve God..and hope i can go korea soon..to gain my dream...hope my effort will not gone waste...i really wish my dream can come true..im still young..i believe..i can find my mr right..the guy really love me alot..wanna take care of me forever..tat hermia lim wants tat...hahas..tat all for today..tmr gonna wake up early for zone f..taking photos.hahas..good nite..

143 days N LEVEL..15 days Aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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ytd feel good

2010-05-13T13:52:00.003+08:00

ytd went to school for NE...hahas...the games qutie good..hahas..then go marianne hse...she change..then we went to eat breakfast at northpoint..at mac...hee..then we went to woodlands..she went to my hse too..hahas..then she play my laptop..while..im bathing...then she accompany me to go for a hair cut..feel light...and refresh..haha..then we take train..i drop off at sembawang..she drop off at kabtic..hahas..i went to buy clothes..then buy some things..buy sushi..when home..play laptop..then ate my dinner..watching korea drama..tat all for ytd..hahas..anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEI TING(:

today gg out wf my mummy later on..for dinner wf her fren...we gonna have a great spread meal..today...hahas..cool..qutie sometimes,didnt went out wf my mummy..hahas..ltr on gonna spent time wf her..(:will post soon:D

144 days N LEVEL..waiting for my aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9th June tooXD

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yeah..finally finish exam lo(:

2010-05-11T11:48:00.002+08:00

today is the last paper of Science Paper 1..i wish i can pass both my paper..tmr having NE..hahas..went to eat breakfast wf rosemary and her classmates..then make bus go home..super tired man..can take it anymore..hahas...gonna rest well..tat all for today..byes peeps..

146 Days N LEVEL..waiting for aunt back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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hope can pass all the subject

2010-05-10T17:13:00.003+08:00

today having maths paper 2..sian..gt two question dnt noe how to do..forget it...i always fail my maths de..if can pass..i very happy de..but i will still work hard for it..head very pain..eating in school with rosemary and clara..then we buy bubble tea..hahas..then take 858 bus..go hme..then home sweet home..then take a nap..then wake up eat my dinner..tmr is science paper 1..conquer..hahas..tat all for today..

147 days N LEVEL..waiting for my aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY(:

2010-05-09T13:41:00.010+08:00

today is Mother's Day wor..hahas..wish all the MUMMY..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY..my mummy is awesome too...hahas..i love her forever..ytd i gave the present to my mummy..hope she like it so much..hahas...ytd went to church too..hahas..clara came to..we had alot of fun..take photos wf clara and swee..finally can take photo wf swee...hahas..gonna celetrate Mother's Day later onXD

On friday i went out with my brother Alvin..hahas..i went out wf his cgmates..nice to meet them..we had alot of fun..taking photos..and i meet sonia..hahas..love her..gonna go out with her more...then have our dinner together..then we went to starbuck..hahas..then go home wf two guys..Harry & Henry..hahas..H & H...me also H..hahas..we all stay at Woodlands too wor..hahas..after tat home sweet home(: thanks brother..allow me gg out wf ur cg...they are awesome..God Bless Euu All(:

148 days N LEVEL..waiting for aunt coming back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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today science paper freaking easy

2010-05-07T11:13:00.002+08:00

today having science paper..the paper is 1hr 15min..i spend only 45min to finish it..hahas..maybe i can rmb everything ba..ytd study it..some sort of..rmb it into my mind..hahas..qutie good..afterwards having breakfast wf rosemary and clara in mac..qutie yummy wor..hahas..then went back home..hahas..gonna jiayou for my maths paper 2 on mon...later on meeting alvin and his frens...hahas...gonna buy mother's day present..hahas(:

150 day to N LEVEL..waiting for Mother's Day..waiting for my aunt back to Singapore..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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CPA is so easy

2010-05-06T15:55:00.003+08:00

today having CPA paper..freaking easy lo..hahas..1 hr 15 min paper..i just took half an hour finish it..hahas..but i dnt need all correct..i have study hard,can pass..i very happy le..hahas..after exam waiting for rosemary and clara..we went to eat..hahas..then we buy bubble tea..the aunt really got attitude..i forgive her..hahas..hey clara UR WELCOME..TREATING EUU BUBBLE TEA..hee..takee caree..hahas..then go home with rosemary..hahas..tis time we take 969 bus..hahas..then hme sweet hme..watching my korea drama in my laptop..hahas..cool..the show is freaking damn awesome..hahas(:

ytd i msg him..hmmm..i dont mind waiting for him for 5 years..seriously..hais..but he never reply me..i noe he will care de..only dnt dare to show out his feeling to me..i must CONQUER..hahas..i dnt noe since when i started love to study already..maybe cos of him..i started wanna study hard..thanks to him..thank euu very much..i really wan to have a great result..as well as waiting for him...i hope my effort wont waste..i have two dream..one is become a successful business women..other one is to become a wedding planner..hard to choose man..if can,i wanna choose both..hahas..i dnt mind de..actually i wanna go korea,to learn more..to start my life there again..but i cant leave my family and God..hmm..maybe ba..really feel abit tired inside..didnt sae it out only..just be normal..be a cheerful gal(: dnt think too much..i prove to myself..i can love him.wait for him..also study hard to get wat i want..jiayou..my journey gonna be great and awesome..woots..

mother day is coming..gonna buy present for my mummy..tell her how much i love her(: cant wait for tat day..I LOVE EUU MUMMY:D muah..

151 days to N LEVEL..waiting for Mother's Day..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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EBS IS GOOD

2010-05-05T18:42:00.003+08:00

this morning have EBS paper...hahas..qutie good..hahas...finish abt 30 mins..wor..but i think there will be some mistake or error..hahas..can have great result..i very happy..can already..hoho..after tat waiting for rosemary and clara..we went to eat..our breakfast..hahas..afterwards went to buy bubble tea..then go hme with rosemary...then hme sweet hme(: hahas,gonna study for my next paper..rest well everyoneXD

152 day N LEVEL..waiting for 9th JuneXD waiting for Mother's DaysXD(:

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maths paper qutie okie

2010-05-04T11:34:00.002+08:00

today having maths paper..hahas..qutie okie..1 hour 30 min paper..then went to eat breakfast wf rosemary..then take bus..then i reach hme..hahas..gonna rest well..and study for ebs later on..jiayou..jiayou..haha(:

153 days N LEVEL...waiting for 9th JuneXD and mother's day(:

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AWESOME

2010-05-03T13:45:00.004+08:00

ytd have a great day with rosemary..we went church..then the sermon is great..Pastor David Roberts came..qutie impress by his sermon..after tat..went hme early..i reach home abt 7pm..woots..tat early..hahas,,feel great..hahas..

bye..gonna rest..

154 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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today service is awesome

2010-05-02T00:42:00.003+08:00

today went to meet bell..then went to church together(: then the sermon from Pastor How is Awesome..AI Conference..afterwards..Pastor How and Pastor Lia interview Ivan Heng,Si Hui and Val father..hahas..the three interview is awesome..really inspired me alot..i gonna keep my dream(: and val father perform..is really really awesome..hahas..afterwars have a chat wf nadine..and meet other photography ppl...give out timetable..celetrate yueling and gabrielle birthday..then went dwn mac find bell,jon they all..when hme..gonna rest well...tmr gonna be a great day...RoseMary is Coming soon..Happy(: GoodNite:D

156 days to N Level..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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second day of MYE

2010-04-30T13:00:00.003+08:00

today is MT paper..qutie okie..hahas..then afterwards..eat breakfast wf clara and rosemary..then go hme wf rosemary..then reach home..le..hahas..search all the song i like in laptop..hahas..OMG..i gt the chance to chat with my long long never see the Yizhong..he very tall de..but his heart very good de..hahas..wow..great to chat wf him..i hope he can study well for his exam..jiayou wor..hahas..my frens..hahas..actually i forgetten alot of my pri school fren..hope they wont blame me..i will try to rmb them..hahas..miss them alot..i hope i can grow taller like YiZhong..but cant le..hahas..end here ba..hahas(:

157 Day to N LEVEL..waiting for 9th JuneXD

start of MYE

2010-04-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

ytd id my mummy birthday and my 3 years in church.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY(:
today start of MYE wor..eng qutie okie...hahas..gonna jiayou for my rest of the subject..hahas..tmr is chinese..hahas..tat all for today(: rain soon..hohoho(:

people all the best yaXD God Bless Euu all(:

5 more mth to N LEVEL..158 days..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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2 more days to MYE

2010-04-27T17:35:00.001+08:00

2 more days to MYE..omg..gonna study hard for mid year..hahas...anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GAYKWANG(: ...loves..hahas...this few days alot of unhappiness thing in my heart..feel sad and hurt..but is okie..used to it already...haix..let thing to be natural ba..alvin lim...euu gonna buck up yea..any problem..can find me..euu are my best fren..euu upset or waat...i always there for euu yea..hahas..takee caree...dnt hate ur life..love ur life..wat god had given it to euu..cherish and treasure it..yea..smile smile(:

Miss the guy i love..

2 days to MYE..waiting for 28th april..my mummy bdae..my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9th June tooXD

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4 more days to MYE

2010-04-25T13:38:00.002+08:00

ytd have a great celetrate wf mummy..and her fren..they sing..then we ate cake..then sang till 11pm..then gog hme..see show in television..qutie nice..see till 3.05am..hahas..went to sleep..heart feel so pain..started to cry again..i always tell myself..sld i trust guys again...sld i still trust those jerks or bastard..i really very tired on the inside..guys always hurt my heart..do they noe how hurtful for a gal..when they really love tis guys..they will not change their heart anymore..wanna to love tis guys more and more..do guys noe??i dnt think so...but i willing to wait for him..he is my first and the last guys..i really wan to cherish him..i dnt mind waiting for him..forever..i already miss my loves ones..wf other gal..i dont wan to lose him anymore..is okie tat he doesnt noe..i noe can already..my heart noe too..i wanna tell him..no matter wat..how he tell me to give up..find a better guys..i will always wait for him..i wanna tell him i love him very much..i kept tis promise...i will do it...since i noe him..i never look at any guys..except my best fren and teachers..cos i noe i have a guy i love already..shall not change heart again...

mye is coming..jiayou wor..my frens!!!

4 days to MYE..waiting for 28th April..my mummy bdae..my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9th June too!!!

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6 days to MYE

2010-04-23T14:45:00.004+08:00

today is the last day of EBS coursework..shiok..finish already..hope can pass..hahas..today gt maths test too..gone case..i everything dnt noe wat to do sia..failed already..is nt the first time failing..haix..then eng & sci lesson..then life skill..mr chris..share alot of his life..i qutie impacted..so i wanna treasure what i do now..study hard..so i wont regretted wat im doing right now..then wait for sharon..hahas..go hme together..love chatting wf her..love her alot alot XD..see her soon on mon(: tmr early celetrate my mummy bdae..she invited alot of ppl wor..included the guy i love..hahas..but my mood will change ba..sad..cos i dnt feel like toking or smiling...or being happy..dnt noe why..hahas..

6 days to MYE..5 more mth or 165 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 28th April..my mummy bdae & my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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7 days to MYE

2010-04-22T15:14:00.002+08:00

Today the assembly really very boring..sians..feel like sleeping lo..then have MT lesson..then PE..then NT module..make some drink..hahas..qutie fun..then go hme..hahas..tmr gt EBS coursework..our last one hour wor..hahas..jiayou..shall post it tmr..cant wait for sat..cos my mummy order her bdae cake..super nice sia..hahas..shall post it tmrXD

7 Days to MYE..5 more mth to N LEVEL..waiting for 28th April..my mummy birthdae..and my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9th June tooXD..muah

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8 more days to MYE

2010-04-21T16:20:00.004+08:00

today school qutie good..nt bad..8 more days towards MYE..gonna chiong..hahas..fri is maths test..i must rmb everythings...i dnt noe i can score well anot?? anyway jiayou lol..later on gg out wf my mummy..ordering her bdae cake for tis sat..hahas..i gonna buy her present..hahas..shall post till here..gonna rest early tooXD

when euu look in my eyes..i can feel tat euu are tired..and i cant see ur happiness & smile on ur face..no matter hw is ur mood is..i will always there for euu..be by ur side..supporting euu yea(: Love Euu:)

8 days to MYE..5 more mths to N LEVEL..waiting for 28th April..my mummy birthday..and my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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9 days to MYE

2010-04-20T15:46:00.005+08:00

today doing EBS coursework..sians and cold..then mt..feel like sleeping..super tired...then maths..do pre test worksheet..damn..dnt noe how to do..must work hard man..then science..go through 10 yrs series book..finish school..i went hme early..gonna rest early..and study..tired nowadays..tis few days no mood..heart feel tired..gonna study hard for mye!!!

9 Days to MYE..5 more mths or 167 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 28th April..my mummy birthdae..and my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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10 days to MYE

2010-04-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

today have english oral..so scary..hahas..but still okie..then go hme..playing psp for awhile..play comp..later on gonna study..mye is coming wor..gonna buck up in studies..hahas..have time to play de..hee...today post will be abit short..hahas..

i miss him alot alot..i wondering wat is he doing right now..i dnt noe..maybe working ba..is he eaten already..i dnt dare to find him again..tired of it..he can take care of himself..he happy..i will be happy..already few week never saw him..my heart still missing him,thinking of him..but i try not to think..cos later on i will cry de..i must be cheerful gal..smile alot..so my mood will be better man..hahas..XD

10 days to MYE..5 more mths/168 days to N LEVEL..waiting for 28 April..my mummy bdae..and my 3 years old Christians bdae..waiting for 9 June tooXD

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11 days to MYE

2010-04-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

today wake up..gg church for duty..take photo for service..after service..we prac for Pastor Lia bdae..the mass dance..qutie fun..prac until 7pm..then went to eat dinner..go hme..taking cricle line..qutie good..really 15 min reach bishan wor..then reach hme..watching star award part one..next sun is really actual day for all act and actress..then using comp..gonna sleep soon!!

i dnt noe wat to do..i really doesnt wan to fall in love wf guys..whenever i fall in love wf which guys..i really suffer..really tired..i doesnt wan to be crying again and again..crying like a fool..waiting for the guys..if i really think tat is time to let go..i will let go..and continue my life..having my own freedom..plan for my life..my goal,my future study and career tat i wanna aim for..i already target wat i wan..i wanna beat guys in business..and prove to them..tat women in this world..also can do better than guys..maybe i havent find my mr right..let God choose for me ba..single life is also good wat..i can do wat i wan..i can choose anywhere i wan to go..flirt guys also can..go church,work in pub also can...who care?i doesnt like ppl control my life too..let it be nature ba..

11 days to MYE..5 more months to N LEVEL..waiting for 28 April..my mummy bdae..and my 3 years old Christians bdae too..waiting for 9th JuneXD

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17 April 2010XD

2010-04-17T22:58:00.009+08:00

have a great day for ytd & todayXD

2010-04-17T22:07:00.004+08:00

ytd went study wf rosemary,clara and jocelyn wor..hahas..we went to eat first in mac..then went to woodlands library study..hahas...so happy to study wf them..plus is raining outside wor..qutie cold..hee..then they go under my block there..slack slack..chatting abit..then they went hme..hahas..love them..all the best for their coming MYE worXD..reach hme,watch moive in laptop..then type email for eric...then went to sleep..hahas..cos need to wake up for the Youth WorkshopXD

today wake up..reach kabtic..didnt noe tat need to waer black shirt..went to buy it..sians..then we got in to the bus..reach there..alot of fun,boring,wanna sleep..hahas..and alot lol..930am to 730pm..hahas..having photography workshop..then alot of event..then have some amazing story from mr gary tan the speaker,mr alex lim,mr jemery,mr bryan ong..hahas..so impacted by their story..hahas..then minister of manpower and the CDAC Chairman came..hahas..chat abt how to impact youth..hahas..then dinner..qutie nice the food..then sliver ang..the superstar singer..and alot..then take alot of photo wf alot of ppl..when back to kabtic..went mac awhile..went hme..hahas..gonna sleep..good niteXD i had enjoy myself thereXD

OMG first time take photos with June,Cedric and silver from superstar de..they rox..loves them..hahas..they gonna takee caree..always rmb 17 April 2010(: 18 Nov is June birthdae..gonna put dwn in my loves ones birthday date..hahas

12 Days to MYE..5 more months to N LEVEL..waiting for 28th April my mummy birthdae and my 3 years old Christians bdae..and waiting for 9th JuneXD jiayou everyone for MYE XD

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14 days to MYE man!!

2010-04-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

today have alot of fun..hee..reach hme abt 73opm..hee..feel so tired..hmmm just now in afternoon..texting hong hwee..the ask me tis question"Do euu feel happy in church?" Do euu like being in church..example like wat...make euu feel happy? i was like..huh?ask me tis question??i abit shocked..seriously i love church so much..church is my life..and my home..i only dnt like tis some ppl..but hong hwee sae we come to church..cos of Him..but not abt ppl..actually i understand wat he mean?hw wanted to meet me...but i abit nt feeling gd abt my tummy..but seriously,i avoiding him..cos i noe wat he wanna to tell me..

i really wan to serve God,ministry..tat all..love ppl more..i really feel happy being HOGC member..i willing to serve Him forever..with all my heart..i promise..i wont anyhow use tis words backsliding anymore..cos whenever i really get angry..i really will use tis words..alot of ppl will worry abt me..ask me why..sometimes..is the person force me to sae it out..i have limit on my anger okie..dnt make me angry...pls..i really feel so tired abt tis matter..and i dnt trust guys anymore..i only trust the guys is God,Pastor How,hong hwee,jon,alvin,wesley tat all..if guys wan me to trust them..simple..they must have the heart..so i can try to trust them slowly..if not..get away from my life..okie..thanks..i dnt give a damn!!

i dnt dare to miss anyone..i hate to fall in love wf any guys right now..heart is dying now..is time to cure my heart..right now..alt sometimes i miss him alot...need him...but seem,he didnt need me le..he has his own life and purpose..but i will still miss him...he really hurt me alot..he knew it..but didnt show it out..is okie..i noe he love me..but cant be with me..hope he can find his true happiness yea!!!

today cook Singapore Noodles..nice man..hahas..cook for Mr Willy also..every thur..today is last two lesson..sad..hahas..cos Mid Year Exam is coming le..hahas..NATALE CHOW..CHEER UP OKIE..hahas..love euu alot..takee careeXD i gonna rest le..tired..hahas..tmr post again..got coursework tmr..jiayou(;

14 days to MYE..5 more months to N LEVEL..waiting for 28 April..my mummy birthday & my 3 years old christians birthdae..hee..waiting for 9th June tooXD

GoodNite~~~Loves Sharonn,Bell,Jon,Alvin,Jie Qi,Rosemary,Wesley,Elvan,Liana,Hong Hwee,Jaslyn..my loves onesXD

SIGN OFF(:
MANGO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETHEART BELL

2010-04-14T20:10:00.003+08:00

today is my sweetheart and sister in christ bdae wor..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER..Love Her so much..hope she enjoy her day today wor..hahas..stay happy & pretty..heeXD she rox forever!!!

today my sweetheart sharon gt tution..cant accompany me..sians..hahas..but she need to studies..must jiayou yea...love her..she sae tmr gonna accompany me..sweet of her..hahas..so blessed tat..i have such a great fren in this world(: she also must jiayou coming MYE yea..concentrate more..hahas..

today also HeYu birthday..alt i and her not close..but still wish her Happy BirthdayXDD..hee jiayou for MYE too(:

today as usual..lesson..two period of PE..finally pass standing boarding jump..hate it the most..then sci lesson..go through 10 yrs series book..then eng lesson...doing 10 yrs series book too...then recess time..then MT lesson...go through..workbook..then maths..suddenly they switch off light..didnt wan to let Mr Toh noe we are here..hahas..then mr toh gave us prac for Mid-Year Exam paper to do..after tat CPA lesson...go through ppl..every week doing prac..cos coursework finished already man..then play comp for awhile..then went back class..mrs choi....need to see some parents..so mrs lee take over...then sch ended...hahas..play around wf marianne..cute sia she..make fun of her..hahas..then went back hme..gonna post it tmr then(:

15 Days to MYE...5 more Months to N Level..waiting for 28th April..my mummy birthday and my 3 years old Christians..hahas..waiting for 9th June tooXD

SIGN OFF(:
MANGO

thanks Sharon my sweetheart(:

2010-04-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

hey sweetheart went to ur blog..hahas..thank euu..i will take care de..euu too wor(: so happy to spend time wf euu..i will try my best to be wf euu..whenever i can yea..hahas..loves euu always(: hope she stay happy..i will feel happy too!!!

ytd nite,midnite i crying very badly..cos of some reason..haix..i really cry until i can't breathe..and i didnt noe noe who to call or approach to also..i just kept qutie lo..this few week i really dnt feel good..i dnt noe man..i dnt wan to affect my studies..like Mid Year Exam is coming soon..really very busy..wf alot of stuff..just cope it lo..haix..chat wf hong hwee..chat until cry..i really miss my leader so much..chat abt something..i just can't stop crying..hope hong hwee life can get better yea..hong hwee take care..ytd is Carol Tan Shu hua birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEA carol..love euu always..euu rox..heeeXD

today is qutie a long lesson..having eng lesson...play comp awhile..then ebs..started our task B man..hahas..cant sae easy or hard..hahas..but still can do..hee..then Mrs Yeo lets us play comp..hahas..after tat having recess..then MT lesson.Mr ben chew nt coming to our class..then rng..sians..Maths lesson..learn alot of things.last two period is science lesson..mr saktun also never come in..hahas..do finish 10 yrs series..then sleep awhile..listen to music..finish school..went back hme wf teha..hahas..miss gtg hme wf her(: cos i scared rain..never bring umberalla..so went back hme early..hee..gonna post it tmr..hahas..

16 days to Mid-Year Exam..waiting for 28 April..my mummy birthdae & mii 3 years old Christians(: waiting for 9th June tooXD jiayou everyone!!

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MANGO(:

some picture we took at Art Panache III

2010-04-12T19:57:00.028+08:00

ART PANACHE III IS AWESOME:D

2010-04-11T02:09:00.002+08:00

today meet fateha & Abd..then we take mrt to hougang..take taxi..to PLMGS..hahas..rech there..then take some photos wf mr ben chew and wei kang...when in to PLMGS..the hall..hahas..qutie nice the place..then the whole event start le..hahas..after the whole concert rite..i prefer CLUB SOLO when we were just sec 1 only hahas..3 years ago Art Panache..hahas..is okie...our OPSS fellow frens and teachers has put so much effort on it..then take photos with alot of ppl..but miss out alot..taking photos wf i wanna take wf..after tat take cab wf hui tian.alex and jie hui..the rest of them also take cab..hahas..at cab we all toking and toking..qutie funny and cool..hahas..we drop dwn at kabtic mac..we went in to eat..hahas..then go hme with fateha,marianne and hong jie..they sent us g mrt station..marianne very funny..run one big round around the basketball court..like never see bball court before..hahas..then at mrt station saw huiling..hahas..then we chat abit till her station at sembawang..then i drop dwn at woodlands..hahas..reach hme..upload all the photos..for Art Panache III..im tired..gonna post it again tmr..hee..GoodNite everyone:D

19 Days to Mid-Year Exam..5 more months to N level..jiayou everyone..have coursework:)
Waiting for 9th June and 28 April my mummy birthdae and my 3 years old Christians in 28 April..

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MANGO(:

TMR IS ART PANACHE III woots(:

2010-04-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

this few days staying at school..do homework and play..hahas..with hui tian they all..ytd went hme with sharon..my sweetheart,so awesome toking to her..hahas..then we shop awhile..hee..then i go hme already..hahas..then tis morning meet sweetheart,went to school tmr..hahas..cool..walk and tok..then she sent me to my classroom door there..there she left..hahas..loves her..first lesson is ebs..sian..do prac paper..then we abt to leave the lab..then mrs yeo caught hui tian ear ring,call her to take out...then hui tian cry..all mrs yeo fault....never give chance de..hui tian dont care her yea..hahas..smile smile..then maths lesson,recess,eng,sci then lifeskill..hahas..finish school..hahas..then stay back do hmework..then suddenly i cry..dont noe why..miss him ba..hahas..forget it..hahas..then raining..then go hme..hahas..home sweet home..

TMR IS ART PANACHE III..yeah..hahas..finally man..everyone gonna wear formal..hahas..all gonna be pretty and handsome..hahas..woots..gonna take alot of photos..then upload in facebook and blog ba..hahas..

left 20 days to MID-YEAR EXAM..5 more months to N level..jiayouXD

the days i miss him..hahas..still waiting for 9th June..love him..and waiting for 28th April..my mummy birthdae and gonna be 3 Years Old Christians soon..happy(:

see ya..everyone..have a happy weekend(: God Bless Euu All(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

sermon abt Relationship & Trust

2010-04-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

Pastor How last sun service,tok abt Relationship & Trust..i find it,qutie true to me and everyone ba..hahas..great,awesome..Word of God from Pastor How(:

Relationship & Trust

ADAM & EVE-Mankind
Fruit-Disobeyed-Sinned
SEPARATION
Plan of Redemption & Restoration
Laws- 10 Commandments
Not RELIGION But Relationship
JESUS- CROSS- SCAPEGOAT

DEATH & RESURRECTION
"Whoever believes in JESUS- SAVED-ETERNAL LIFE
GOD LOVES YOU
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* Principle #1*
-All Relationship are based on Trust.When Trust is lost,Relationship are broken.

DISASSOCIATE
DISTANCE

* Principle #2*
- In Human Relationship,DISTANCE is not measurned by kilometres but by "TRUST"

* Principle # 3*
- When TRUST is broken,DISTANCE increases.

* Principle #4*
- As DISTANCE increases,miscommunication increases.

heart to heart relationship..
and also He(JESUS) come to connect the world with us...

* Principle #5*
- Formality implies DISTANCE.( FORMAL RELIGION)
- Imformality implies intimacy( INFORMAL RELATIONSHIP)

GOD is our judge and our saviour(:

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23 days to MYE..181 days to N LEVEL..and waiting for 9th June..his birthday(:

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MANGO(:

today is GOOD FRIDAY(: & NATALE BIRTHDAY(:

2010-04-02T23:45:00.004+08:00

today is Good Friday..Jesus Christ birthday..love Him..thank Him wat He had done for me..He had changed my life..alot..i wanna to let Jesus noe tat..He let me noe..wat is happiness,sadness,suffer..wat is real and wat is fake in this world..the only things i knew tat He is the only one love me..faithful for me..i dont noe how to thank Him..i want to serve Him forever..i wan to be by His side forever until i die(: since i gave my life to Jesus since sec 1..i have learn alot of things tat i gonna be myself,be real..have a strong heart inside..and i can learn alot of things tat i never done before in my life..i wanna cherish wat i have now..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESUS..I LOVE EUU FOREVER(:

TODAY IS NATALE BIRTHDAY..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER..SHE IS MY AWESOME FREN & CLASSMATES(:

this few week,i really very stress,tired..tat why i never contact anyone..i wanna be alone..i really cant cope..i wan a place tat is peaceful..tat i can stable my heart,mind..but i cant find any place..how?no one can help me..right now..i doesnt noe like anyone now..i wanna study first,have a great career next time..i will study hard de(:

26 DAYS TO MID-YEAR EXAM(:

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MANGO(:

my feeling

2010-04-01T20:08:00.009+08:00

"Love is more tiring than friendship for it demands continuous proofs."

this is some of the pic tat how i feeling right now..wanna to be alone..tat right now i cant think of anything in my mind...

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MANGO(:

im back in my blog(:

2010-04-01T19:42:00.003+08:00

qutie sometimes,didnt update my blog..hahas..busy man..this few weeks..last week having the Workshop...abt the conquering the last lap for our N level..hahas..the workshop is super awesome..the whole class came..only two person never came..hahas..our coach is issac..hahas..he is cool..hahas..we learn alot of things..how to plan our study for exam,how to conquer it..he ask abt our dream..wat we wanna to be..hahas,plus raining day..shiok man..hahas..we had alot of fun..our coursework for CPA and EBS TASK A finish already..Thanks God..we able to finish it..hahas..still have EBS TASK B on 9th April 2010..sianx..hee..hope can pass our coursework ba..ytd have heart to heart tok with Mrs Choi during morning assembly...hahas..qutie tired,hearing to her..i will buck up in my study de..obtain great result..hahas..today went to school..CONGRAT TO OH HONG JIE..GOT THE MODEL STUDENT..hahas..jiayou..hahas..our model student(: happy for euu.. after tat having two period of MT..wanna fall asleep le..having listening compre..sians..then pe..i still cant pass my standing board jump..hahas..i will try my best next week..hee..then recess time..celetrating natale bdae..the cake qutie nice..hahas..then went for NT module for cooking..hahas..today bake rice..wow..so nice man..hahas..also bake for Mr Willy..hahas..hope he like it..hohohoho..then playing with hui tian,pzh,jie hui,javier,tian tse,wei jie,yu jie,kelvin and hong jie..hahas..the game quite fun..qutie tired..run here run there..like running the whole school..hee..hahas..after tat go hme with pzh..then brought bags..hee..then Home sweet home..hahas..today is APRIL FOOL DAY..HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY..hahas..tmr no school..coool mn..tmr is Good Friday..shall post it tmr ba..hahas..

i hate euu..alot alot..fuck lol..i dnt wish to sae tat..first time sae F words..ps..he really suck..idiot..he thought i am a fool..will believe he dont like any gal..pls..im not 3 years old kids..forget it..hope he suffer alot..i dont give a damn..pls..FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK:(

this few week really really very stress for me,i wanna give up leh..im really really really tired..who can save me???

27 DAyS TO MID-YEAR EXAM..JIAYOU EVERYONE(:

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MANGO(:

cooking..hee

2010-03-25T15:56:00.015+08:00

today wake up at 7.33am..im still in my la la land..hahas..wake up for school..hahas..then having MT lesson..then Pe lesson..then having our recess..then having module..hahas..Chef come back from his trip..hahas..then i writing those recipe in the whiteboard..then chef prepare those ingredients..for today..hmmm..look great and awesome rite..need time wor..but qutie easy wor..hee..then we are busy doing cut the fruit..doing alot of stuff...then finally..we can design our own dishes..nice rite..i also make for Mr Willy to eat..hahas..hope he like it wor(: then went back class for awhile..i helping zhi hao doing the science lab notice board..also with afiq..hee.then go hme with fateha..haha..later going for parent meeting session..hee..hahas..tmr is friday..hahas..will post tmr(:

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MANGO(:

Yeah..i passed my 2.4km(:

2010-03-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

today,almost late for sku..i think tyd..using comp too late then sleep...chatting with eric..wow..so shock and happy tat i got his num..woots...cool man..im so happy abt it..then text him..hahas..chat wf him till 2am ba..i was half awake half asleep..hahas..but he is awesome..but qutie sad,he ended work so late wor..hahas..he gonna takee caree wor..hahas..great to noe him..my new fren wor..hahas..he qutie hardworking...hmmm today as usual having school,after tat they sae mr sim never come..we are so happy,afterwards..mr tan take over him...having 2.4km running lol..hahas..no choice..had to run..hee..the weather so super hot..dnt feel like run..but i still run...hee..run 10 rounds..but the amazing things is..i run for 10 rounds..guess wat..i got 16.40 min..in my four year life in sec sku..for 2.4km..i didnt not pass before..today is my lucky day..i run one time..then passed wor..hahas..i was so happy..hahas..worthy wor..woots..cool..pzh also passed too..finally wor(: Praise God wor... afterwards having sci lesson,recess then mt,maths..having cpa..then went to hall for assembly for upper sec..mrs tan,tok abt alot of things..qutie inspired me..hee..i will work hard de..hahas...bell sang already..went to canteen to eat..hahas..then we also accompany hong jie..he was eating..hahas..then raining..while waiting for zhi hao..he come back..was playing..then went back hme with zhi hao..so long never go hme wf him wor..hahas...take 858 bus go hme..(woodlands)..i was super tired..hahas..went to take a bath..hahas..then watching video..then text eric for awhile..he busy..hahas..then add him in msn..his surname is Ang wor..hahas..hmmm..he gonna take care..hahas,busy man..God bless him..must be careful,while going hme(; have a pleasure day in working every single day..stay happy& cheerful guy..he is awesome..gonna sleep soon..hahas..tmr is Alan Pea birthdae,wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOR..hahas..stay happy,handsome..hope he cn study hard for N level this year,then went next level of O level yea..im wanna sae sorry to him,tat i once hurt his heart,cause us to break up..im really sorry..hope he can stay happy..we still can be fren again(:

everyday is a day we gonna smile..bright up our day and mood wor(;

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MANGO(:

feel abit tired

2010-03-23T21:37:00.003+08:00

today,having ebs coursework..hahas,gonna finish soon,then recess,mt..then maths lesson..learn alot of thing..then sci lesson...mr saktun never come..hahas..then mr willy come in..sians..then got my report book..i didnt do well..feel sad..hmmm...then after sku..waiting for fateha..cos she step dwn and finally grad in her 4 year NPCC...congrat wor...teha..hahas..must rest well...

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MANGO(:

having a great day ytd in KTV

2010-03-22T19:51:00.009+08:00

ytd service was awesome..abt prayer sermon..cool..hahas..pray for so long..tat was awesome..alt Pastors was in New York..but i still can feel the presence of God..i really wanna to serve Him more..Pastor Lia was asking "If we have 3 hours,how do euu want to spend and spend with who?"my ans is God & my family..they are important to me..they are awesome..whenever i feel sad,happy or angry..i knew God always there for me nor my parents too..supporting me,always encouraged me..cheer me up...thank euu so much(: i really blessed by PastorLia sermon..gonna see them soon this weekend..hahas..after service..we celetrate Wei min birthday..wish her early birthdae..HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIMIN..LOVE EUU..MUAH..really happy,spent time with her this 2 year plus..she is awesome..love her..muah(: after tat having dinner with them..chatting..and got to know this guy called GuoRong..Welcome to Heart Of God Church yea..hope euu enjoy the service..haha..he is a JC year 1 student..hope he wont get stress..must jiayou wor..then went up to church,hang out for awhile..after tat 7pm left with val..we take train together,chat alot in train..reaching Toa payoh..sae goodbye to her..hahas..nice chatting with her wor..hahas..then went to ktv find my mummy..see the guys i love..but i think he doesnot wanna to see me..haix..then i got to know my mummy fren,dan dan,eric,ming shen..hahas..sang alot of song..hahas..the eric,voice was OMG..is awesome..hahas..plus he qutie handsome..he is a designer and a part timer in NTUC..hahas..he very hard working..my mummy dont mind i dating with him..hahas..my mummy sae his temper is great..willing to do OT..hahas..she sang abt 12.10am..hahas..take photo with eric and dan dan..dan dan voice is so cute..hahas..after tat reach hme abt 1am..use comp for awhile,then bath..4am then sleep..plus having school..hahas..

today when to school..the second term of school wor..NO TIME MAN..hahas..Rich and eng..then recess..after tat having sci..tok alot crap..hee..then we went to CPA lesson..then suddenly our class got thief..then we all went up to class..got two ppl phone..kana stolen..haix..hope can find the person ba..then gg hme..after playing VolleyBall..hee..Home Sweet Home..hahas...gonna post tmr..hahas(:

CHEER UP

2010-03-20T19:05:00.006+08:00

this cheer up quotes,for all my fren..smile more,CHEER UP...smile is a great things for euu and i..hahas..hope my fren can stay happy..love them..God Bless Them always..hohohoho(:

awesome,happy and missing vc..

2010-03-20T17:53:00.004+08:00

ytd..went out with my mummy and her fren..we went to chinatown..guess wat..I SAW WESLEY PARENTS..OMG..its was awesome..hahahahahahahahas..his daddy is so cool and his mummy is so pretty..hahas..they so kind,caring and have a great smile..i love them man..hee..wesley ur whole family is so handsome and pretty..hahas..reach hme,using fb..play games..listen to music..hahas..this few days chatting with ronald in msn,fb,and texting each other..hahas..is was great.he is a great,awesome senior ba..hee..hope his life will be great..will not be so boring at all..hahas,,he always call me to cheer up...hope he also can cheer up more yea..mr ho..hahas..

also..at msn..chatting with bell and jon..they are AWESOME..I REALLY LOVE THEM SO MUCH..without them..i think no one can be my fren anymore..they are the one who noe me well,taking care of of,understand me..thank euu so much guys..hee(:thanks for sharing with me alot alot of great korea video and song..muah..gonna gg out tmr for service..today didnt go...sians..

the dont noe how many days..i miss vc alot alot..never text him,never call him,never disturb him,never find him..haix..tat wat i can do ba..didnt want to give him any burden ba..i lov him,shall give him more space,more freedom,didnt wan him to be sad,i wanna him to be happy..3 yrs might be long..but i willng to wait as long as i still can love him ba..and plan for my future..my goal,my dream..everythings ba..haix..i hope i wont fall in love with any guys yet..if yes..how??i dont noe man..haix..im conused rite now..didnt want to think much..

i will post again tmr(:

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MANGO(:

IM LOST

2010-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

im back to blog again..this few days..qutie busy...hmmm..ytd is my brother birthdae..wish him Happy Birthday wor..hmmm this few week,i feel lost..i went to find him again..cnt control myself..went to his workplace..haix..i treat me so cold..treat me as transparent..my heart feel hurt..i text him..then he text me back sae..dont waste time on him..concentrate in study..but i am concentrating in my study..but i really love him so much..why he wanna hurt me...i missed call him..but he call me back..i noe he like me abit..but he deny it..i dont noe what to do..im tired,,waiting for him..maybe i wasting my time..on him..he knew i love him..but why he want to avoid me..i hate guy avoid things..he doesnt wan to tok and sort it out..why..i alway think this guy doesnt wan to face the fact..the true..i think tat he wanna me to continue to love him..get hurt more ba..i dont mind...i only noe i love him..wait for him for 3 years..worthy anot..i dont noe..i always think am i a foolish gal,silly gal..faithful in love...i dont noe...who can tell me..cry alot also no use..he dont noe also..i wanna cut myself,he also dont noe..i fold alot of heart..he also dont noe..i dont noe what happen in his life..but i alway support him..always there for him..my moral support to him..faithful to him..i willing to wait for him until he married ba..i dont mind..i only want him to be happy ba..i text him..but he never reply me back..is okie..but i only wan to ask him.."Do euu love me anot..do euu have feeling on me..i only wan him to ans this..isnt so hard to ans this question??

i dont noe,in the past..he get hurt before anot..i dont mind him share his problem with me..i will always there for him..i hope one day,he can text me and sae he love me..can be his galfren and always by his side whenever he feel sad,happy or angry..i really hope so..can anot VC...i dont mind euu from malaysia or wat..most importantly is he love me..and i love him too..haix..i always get hurt..when can i cure my heart..maybe forever wont cure ba..i dont noe when can i find my mr right??God knows!!!

nowadays gtg to church..feel alrite..but i feel something missing in some part..i dont noe how to sae..i feel weird man..i only feel happy..if bell and jon in there..bell and jon is my best fren..i dont noe why,i can share my problem with them..i feel tat they really my true fren..wont backstab me..and they two really important to me..the next best fren i have is..i dont noe..see ba..maybe is my cousin ba..wesley tan..hee...he is the only relative i can trust and believe in wor..first time man..hee...God plan..

my daddy brought laptop ytd man..after i came back from ktv with my mummy..hahas..dreams come true..thanks daddy and God make me dream come true..i wont feel boring again..and i feel myself so lucky..have a great family(:

i want to see his smile again..wanna to hug his tightly..give him all my love..i wanna to tell him that I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..i wont find other guys,i promise myself..in this 3 years..but i can feel tat he will find other gal..haix..

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MANGO(:

What is the meaning of love?i missing him alot

2010-02-26T16:54:00.002+08:00

I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave you without a sound except my heart shattering as it hits the ground
Love is like an eternal flame,Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.
Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Love is a moment that lasts forever...
You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.
If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with meI would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.
Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.Living life without you just wouldnt be the same
If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.
If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.
When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...When i hold you i was afraid to love you Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.
Telling someone you love them comes from the heart The place that made you love them from the start.
True love never leaves the heart, so if you dont love me now, you didnt love me then.
It is impossible to fall out of love, love is such a powerful emotion,That once it envelops you, it does not depart.
True love is eternal.If you think you were once in love but fell out of it, than it wasent love you were in
I ran up the door,shut the stairs,said my pj's and put on my prayers.I turned off the bed and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me goodnight.
No Boy Is Worth Fightig For, And If You Have To Fight To Get Him, Than You're Better Off Without Him.
The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv, Its Making The One You Luv...Luv you Back.
A Cute Guy Can Open Up My Eyes, A Smart Guy Can Open Up My Mind,But Only A Sweet Guy Can Open My Heart.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You
I don't know weather to smile cause you're happier with her or cry cause you're not mine.
Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other, B ut then every morning I wake up and realize I love you more then the day before.
I want to be happy because hes happy But how can I be happy knowing im not the one making him smile.
Sticks and stones may break my bones and tear my skin apart, But nothing hurts me more than you,Because you broke my heart.
It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.
Love is friendship, friendship is love. If love fails, friendship should remain. For friendship is the foundation of love.
Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers.
You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,Y ou make me laugh at the unfunniest things,B ut most of all, you make me love you...W hen I shouldn't be loving you.
You will know when you really love someoneWhen you want him to be happy even if his happiness means you are not a part of it.
Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
And all for love, and nothing for reward.
A complete need should not exist...love, life in common with loved ones?
what we love intensely or for a long timewe are likely to bring within the citadel,and to assert as part of oneself.
A girl without freckles is like a night without stars.
A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss can beautify souls hearts and thoughts.
A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years.
A kiss? the renunciation of the heart when one is no longer alone.
A lawful kiss is never worth a stolen one.
A lover fears all that he believes.
A lover without indescretion is no lover at all.
A man is not where he lives, but where he loves.
A meeting between two beingswho complete one another,who are made foreach other, borders already,in my opinion, on a miracle.
A part of us remains where ever we have been.
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and metogether forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never inheart.
A pity beyond all tellingIs hid in the heart of love.

what a messy day for me

2010-02-26T15:42:00.008+08:00

on wed...quarrelling with my brother..cos of somethings..then my mummy came in..i shout at her..my fault lol..haix..this few week..my mood not pretty good..always go sku for coursework ..tired and stress..left thur...ytd we cook alot of things..nice sia..but i didnt eat it..i gave to Mr Willy..Scare he hungry...hope he like it..scare he get fatter..hahas...hope he enjoy his day..hahas..also have OP idol..hahas..our fellow frens..qutie good in singing..after tat go home with marianne..hahas..

today went to sku..then having ebs coursework..then maths,recess..english lesson...tat science lesson..Mr Saktun was angry with someone ba..then we kana need to do science quiz..sian..fail already..then lifeskill do the survey..every year do tat(: after tat went to ICT and help..1C1 make me crazy..haiz..ms soo came in..to scold them..then continue..hope they can be better..

the day i miss him..i everyday think of him..when i was schoolling..busy in sku..or do my stuff..i missing him..i wanna to go his workplace..look at him..but im not free..go there..is okie..miss him alot..he gonna takee caree(; loves him always..

ytd is SWEE WEI JIE BIRTHDAY..HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY YA...MR SWEE..stay happy and handsome((:

this is my favourtie band in korea..handsome lol..hahas..

SS501..WOOTS(:

Kindess Quotes(:

2010-02-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

Love is saying 'I feel differently' instead of 'You're wrong.'”

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.”

“I expect to pass through this world but once; any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again.”

Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness: kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile.”

Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the and the blind can see”

You can gain more friends by being yourself than you can by putting up a front. You can gain more friends by building people u p than you can by tearing them down. And you can gain more friends by taking a few minutes from each day to do something kind for someone, whether it be a friend or a complete stranger. What a difference one person can make!”

Spread love everywhere you go: First of all in your own house... let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness; kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile, kindness.”

Kindness in words creates confidence. Kindness in thinking creates profoundness. Kindness in giving creates love.”

This is my simple religion. Ther e is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.”

hahas

2010-02-22T15:24:00.003+08:00

im back in genting in last thur..coming back to Singapore..great to be in home sweet home..hahas..but i miss the weather there..hahas..cooling..better than singapore weather..seriously..hee..anyway i wanna sae Happy Chinese New Year to my fren and family..hee...have a great 2010 this year..tiger..hahas...

Day 1
reach genting abt 5.30am morning..wait until 4.30pm then check in to the room...have breakfast,lunch then dinner..tired then went to sleep..hee(:

Day 2
wake up when for breakfast..super early..full of people in the dining room..hahas..we went the shopping mall..i brought alot of stuff..have a walk myself..MarryBrown is awesome!!!we went to play bowling the place is awesome..glow in dark..with great music...take neo print..then watch alot of movie in my room...then sleep at 3am(: cold man

Day 3
as usual..eat breakfast...then shopping..went to play all the awesome,scary outdoor and indoor games i and my brother played..after tat eat our dinner..play bowling..shoppiing shoppiing again..we went to tour around the mall and genting outside..then went back to my room..goodniite(; cold man..

Day 4
eat breakfast...went to play..then afternoon we went to eat best food like chicken rice others food in two days..hee..after tat we went buy things for our fren..my fren..so happy buying for my fren and my cousin..hohohohoho..then we went to play bowling again..hahaas..lost qutie alot..need to train more....my daddy and mummy is awes0me play..they 20 yrs never play..still can win we this young ppl..hehehe...after tat we went to a place which have singapore food..hehe..super nice...my brother and my daddy play billard..me and my munmmy play bowing and take neo print..after tat..went back to room..bath..sleep..qutie cold...with my jacket..goodnite(:

Day 5(last day)
wake up on the morning..eat breakfast..dont feel like wake up..hahas..check out..then we went to eat lunch..hahas..then walk abit..went up to bus..to singapore ..reach singapore abt 10pm..reach home..pack up..prepare for school on thur(: Goodnite(:

then went sku on thur..having courteous presentation..scare sia..hahas..after tat got mt..pe..recess then cooking..butter cookies...cool..hehe..after tat helping in ict..then go home..9:

Fri..late for school...luckily i sick..no sip..hahas..afterwards alot of lesson..ebs make me stress..forget it..then end school..help out in ict again..then go home(:

sat..went to zhi hao hse..eat..play..alot of games...tok tok..then play comp..play cards..reach home abt 12.45am..awesome man..then sleep sleep..

ytd wake up at 3pm..bath..gtg church in paya lebar..for worker apprecation..awesome man..took alot of picture..my ministry rox..nadine rox..church rox..pastors rox and church fren rox(; eating food and ice cream...then worship God...after tat..gtg home with gab and yue ling..so long never go home with them..reach home..bath..liana called me..chat until 2.30am..then sleep..miss her alot..hope to see her soon(: loves her(:

today wake up..bath..went to school...then english..rich..after tat went to cr3..doing for kindess week things..after tat..take photo for one person..after tat me,fateha and zhi hao went up..then left me and fateha..there a man..come in ask.. excuse me may i check light..i was laughing like hell..fateha keep impose him..hahas..then went for recess...ate so full..after tat science..chatting..copying the note..then CPA..coursework for N Level..qutie okie..then maths..then help out in ICT..hehe..after tat go home..hahas..GoodNite(: schooling for tmr(: gonna do alot of things tonite(:

I miss him alot..then i never text him..i really miss him..loves him..i wanna be with him..tat okie..still can pray for him(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

haix

2010-02-12T15:58:00.003+08:00

ytd having reunion dinner in michelle yao hse..after sku went to meet jon and bell go to mich hse..and having a great time with CG..hahas..feel very happy,eating with them..i feel so blessed..taking alot of picture..thanks to everyone..reach hme abt 12am..seriously im tired..went to have a bath..wrote card for wesley and mr willy..study for my science and my planning for my life..hahas..slept at 2am..went to sleep.hahas..

today went to school...having EBS coursework..tired,stress..but okie abt tat...then having science test in CR2...sld can pass..hahas...after tat have Chinese New Year concert..hahas..awesome man...wish all my fren and teachers happy chinese new year(: loves euu all...

actually i feel im so useless..im not a good cousin..wesley im sorry tat im nt a good cousin..why euu cry..can tell me wat happen anot??i really concern abt euu..i wont force euu to sae sorry to people...okie..wesley euu really a awesome cousin in my heart..smile okie..be happy..chinese new year coming..i wanna euu to be happy...hope euu enjoy urself...

im gtg genting tmr..so will be post my blog on thur ba..hahas..gonna enjoy with my family..finally can sit down eat dinner together...will post soon..

i miss him alot..i so long never text him...hope his work is good..miss him alot..wish him CNY..hope he enjoy himself in malaysia with his parent(:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

2010-02-08T09:53:00.002+08:00

Poem Love and Hurt
Poems on Love and hurt by Sri Chinmoy

Before you hurt others, Hurt yourself first. It will make you wise. Before you love yourself,Try to love others first. It will make you perfect.
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You have the power that hurts. He has the love that heals. I have the light that sees. God has the Compassion that feels
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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme, How is it possible for me To hurt the ones That I love deeply? "My child, here is the proof That you do not actually love them."
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme, Now tell me, Do I not sincerely and deeply Love You, my Supreme? Why do You then hurt me so often, If not always?
"My child, My child, Go beyond, far beyond, The boundaries of your futile mind.Then you will have the answer From Me." My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

~~~
No matter how intensely you love God In His own Way, You will never get hurt. But if you love God in your own way, At every moment you will get hurt.

Poems By: Sri Chinmoy

Poems on Smiling

I AM SMILING TODAY

Centuries of my totally Forgotten hopes Are reborn. Therefore I am smilingToday. My God is the witness; My despair is the witness. Centuries of my unconsciously Sealed inner treasures Are unsealed. Therefore I am dancing Today. My God is the witness; My inner penury is the witness.
Excerpt from The Dance Of Life, Part 15 by Sri Chinmoy.
My mind is crying pitifullyAt the confusion-shore. My heart is crying sleeplessly At the frustration-shore.My soul is smiling blissfully At the perfection-shore.
Excerpt from Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, Part 90by Sri Chinmoy.
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme! Smiling and smiling You go before me. Blessingfully and compassionately You keep the path ready for me. Yet my mind is so unmindful And my heart is so ungrateful, Alas, alas! My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!
Excerpt from My Morning Soul-Body Prayers, Part 4 by Sri Chinmoy.

Poems on Forgiveness
poems on forgiveness by Sri Chinmoy

Learn the art of forgiving, And apply it to yourself first. Then it becomes easy To forgive others.

Forgive, You will have happiness. Forget, You will have satisfaction. Forgive and forget, You will have everlasting peace Within and without.

To err is human. But be careful, Do not over do it. If to forgive is divine, Then rest assured, You can never over do it.

On earth, forgiveness is a sweet experience, a necessary realisation.Forgiveness is the expansion of one's reality-light and divinity-height.

Forgive the world. The world will sit at your compassion-feet.Forgive yourself. God will be dancing inside your meditation-heart.

His are the lips that do the best preaching. His is the life that does the worst deceiving. His is the body that does the longest sleeping. His is the vital that does the wildest ridiculing. His is the mind that does the meanest snobbing. His is the heart that does the filthiest defiling. His is the realisation that sempiternally shines Between Man's hopeless inconscience And God's endless forgiveness.

God's Forgiveness Does not mind When we blame God For our mistakes.
But God's Forgiveness Does mind When we blame Other human beings For our mistakes.

Poems by Sri Chinmoy
Aphorisms on Forgiveness by Sri Chinmoy

Poem of Wisdom
Because of its lack of wisdom, A snake drinks milk And emits poison. Because of his vast wisdom, A saint drinks poison And offers milk. This is wisdom in oneness, Wisdom in perfection, Wisdom in God-satisfaction. All of us must act like a saint.
My ignorance thunders: You are nothing, I am everything. My knowledge declares: You know something, But I know much more. My wisdom whispers: You and I know nothing of everything On earth, And everything of nothing In Heaven.
By: Sri Chinmoy

Why God Made TeachersBy Kevin William Huff
When God created teachers, He gave us special friends To help us understand His world And truly comprehend The beauty and the wonder Of everything we see, And become a better person With each discovery.
When God created teachers, He gave us special guides To show us ways in which to grow So we can all decide How to live and how to do What's right instead of wrong, To lead us so that we can lead And learn how to be strong.
Why God created teachers, In His wisdom and His grace, Was to help us learn to make our world A better, wiser place.

GOD MADE TEACHERS . . . Author Unknown
God understood our thirst for knowledge, and our need to be led by someone wiser; He needed a heart of compassion, of encouragement, and patience; Someone who would accept the challenge regardless of the opposition; Someone who could see potential and believe in the best in others . . . So He made Teachers

my blog for today..hahas..hope my fren and teachers like it(:

hooray

2010-02-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

back in blog..ytd and toaday help out in ICT...fun..and tiring..ytd after helping..we guys went to Mac and eat dinner...enjoy..talking abt fateha bad things and her future..hahas..but i still love her..hahas..being her best fren for 4 years..she still the best..also marianne is the best..love them..they guys rox..they must jiayou on their N level coursework and N level yea...hahas..doing e learning..dont noe is good or bad..hopeless in the work..hahas...forget it..tmr is weekend..gtg out ba..gtg church too...gtg out with mummy to Woodlands checkpoint..shopping awhile..cheers(:

today is the 19th days..i miss him..alot alot..no one noe who i refering to..i really miss him,wanna to listen his voice..see his smile,watch him doing his own work..i wanna to hide somewhere to look at him..but i am too busy in school and alot of stuff..no time to go there..i will find one day to visit him..how is life nw..tiring...i really miss him..i love him..call him..wat sld i sae..or just silent it..i dont noe wat to do..i dont dare to accept new relationship anymore..im tired..no one can replace him in my heart..if one day a guy whose love me,wanna going to my life and my heart..i need to consider first..cos is hard for me to love a guy again..im sorry..im not a good gf in the future..im not a gal tat guy sld love him..i just a useless gal..

i just wanna him to be happy...love him..guide him always..until he get marry..find his love one..i will just give up on him...God i wanna to protect him..give him all my love..guide his family...God i wanna to tell euu..i have never regret to noe him..i noe euu wanna to protect me..

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

feb..woots

2010-02-02T17:15:00.002+08:00

woots..is feb..omg..the times is really fast..ytd went to singapore botanic garden with classmates,mr willy and mrs choi..hahas..doing ebs coursewok..taking alot of pic..hahas..i love the rain forest..the path is long and cool..hahas..today ebs cousework so stress..i hope i can do well in my cousework..N level man..i still dreaming..hahas..ytd also spenting time with my cgmates..hang out tmr..tmr starting my cca..drama..so long never join cca le..hahas..

i miss liana and elvan..shall go church find them in orchard..i miss chatting with liana..great toking to her my problem..and miss elvan..wanna give him a hug..love him..hahas..takee caree man..my dear fren..

the days i missing euu..the days i wanna to call euu..but i cant tex euu..i never been cried for a long time..i wanna to go to ur workplace to see euu..but im afraid..i really wanna to give up on euu..but i cant..i tell myself..i must give euu my blessing..and happiness..i been thinking are euu happy now?so euu eat good or bad?how is ur work?i cant deny tat i love euu..give away my love to other gal..i admit im lose..can euu be happy?can euu smile more..im so regret to noe euu..i wanna to met euu again..how i met euu the first time..the heart shape i fold and give it to euu..will euu keep it..must be happy yea..my loves ones..when i feel sad..i just can depend on myself..tell myself..i cant cry or drop any tears..i gonna be strong...the song i love..when euu feel sad..euu cry on my shoulder..when euu feel sad..ur heart get colder..i really wan euu to takee caree..hope one day i can be with euu..and tell euu I LOVE EUU...tell euu how important euu are..can euu tell me what sld i do?haix..

Be happy..Be joyful..Be a cheerful gal and guys!!

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

hee

2010-01-22T13:01:00.004+08:00

today is friday..wooots..weekday ended so fast..ytd having cooking lesson..cool..learn alot of things in food..hahas..cook some for my best fren mr willy..hahas..hope he like it..being his fren and his student in singapore..i can treat him what i can..cos i doesnt wan my fren get hungry..that why i treat him well..not wat my fren sae abt the things..hahas..forget it..hahas..God thankful tat i have a great indonesia fren in singapore..hahas..im lucky and bless..great worship leader and youth leader..jiayou wor..my fren(: ytd i brought for the guy i love..walking in the rain..went all the way to his workplace..im wet..hahas..but is worthy..althought we are in the different world..i noe..we cant to be together..but i will still love him..hope he can stay happy..treat his gf well...

i no long being weak..now being strong inside my heart..no more crying at nite..or wanna cut myself..i never felt my life is hopeless anymore..i love him,but i will let him go..i wanna him to be a happy guys..i used to see him first time..whenever i feel sad..what liana told me..God always beside me,there for me whenever i feel sad,happy or angry..God is a faithful guy,will not betray me,loving me,never hurt me..i believe Him..God is my boyfren..i really really love him..i can't leave him alone..i wanna the guide from Him,protect me..THANK EUU SO MUCH GOD...without euu,i can't continue my life..fill with love,happiness from euu..

N level is coming..i need to work hard.. aim good result..coursework can do well..prelim,mid year and N level..i really will try my best...jiayou wor..hahas(: i have hreat journey to go with..great destiny..God plan for me..lets conquer together..

MR WILLY EUU ARE A GREAT TEACHER..GREAT FREN I HAVE...BEFORE I GRADUATE..I WILL TREAT EUU ALOT OF GREAT FOOD..DO GREAT FOOD FOR EUU..REALLY ENJOY I FOR EUU FREN YEA..I WONT LETS MY FREN GET HUNGRY..I CAN READ YOUR HUNGRY MIND..HAHAS..KIDDING..TAKEE CAREE..I WILL TREAT EUU ICE COFFEE YEA..DONT NEED TO TREAT ME..IM HAPPY THAT I HAVE A GREAT FREN LIKE EUU(: GOD BLESS EUU(: HOPE EUU NEVER THIS BLOG..I WROTE..HAHAS..CHEERS MR WK...HAHAS(:

Love my God,Family,Fren..Kiss & Huggs(:
"My fren jiayou for coursework on Mon onwards yea(:"

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

thank euu so much

2010-01-19T08:40:00.002+08:00

sunday is my birthday..i wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!Thanks to everyone the wishes..loves it..and present from them..thanks to wesley,gaykwang on sat..accompany me on sat..alot of fun with them..love them..and sun thanks to elvan and liana give me the present..love them..so great to noe them in their church..i have enjoy myself there..with powerful service..hahas..feel peaceful..and shopping with liana and eat with her..i love indonesia food so much..love it..hahas..thanks to them..so sprry never go church for service..hahas..this week will be gtg..thanks to my parent..great day in ktv..sing here sing there.hahas.till 1130am..hahas..enjoy sia..ytd enjoy the New York I love You..qutie fine for me..no link for the show.alot of question mark on my mind..haha..thanks to carol,swee,jon and mich for the cake,present and card..i was so surprised..hahas..i really enjoy my 16 years old birthday in 210..hahas..my wish for badae wish is my class obtain great resuly for " N" Level..be happy..love them ..pray for family and fren..takee caree(: loves.. God bless euu all..Cheers(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

im back on post in 2010

2010-01-08T14:09:00.002+08:00

Im back on post..woots..2010 is here..hahas..Wish late merry christmas and happy new year to everyone..hee..ps..tis 2 month hoilday qutie good..fun..but a bit boring..when to church..and gtg out with my mummy autie often..good man..hee..and i really meet alot of new fren and awesome fren..still contacting liana and elvan..maybe this sun gtg to mr wk church..their pastors rox and cool...hee..alot of things is a brand new day..school start le..qutie excited..but qutie tired..but i will study hard for my N level..and work hard with my fren..and i will update those sermon i have in church..hahas..great things happen..gonna be awesome..will update soon(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

im back

2009-12-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

wee..im back..hahas..super long never upload blog le..i miss my blog..i came back from camp last week..woots..the camp is awesome..i made alot of fren..in diff class..and my byzz group(ms xu,martin,kim yen,elina,zuhaili,michelle and meee..hahas..great to noe them..my my roomate ainul and hua feng..sleeping together..muhahahahahaas..cool..and i made senior like tian tian,cui hong,kok kiong,nicolette..hahas..we had alot of fun..bbq..teacher like mr daniel chua,mr chia,ms xu,ms sarah paul and my awesome principle Mrs Tan..hahas..awesome awesome..love them..knowing them well..beside then being a teacher..hahas..then we went to mega zip..alot of place..song of seas,image of singapore..i love the para jump..from the level 6 jump down..qutie scary..but fun..we take the skyride,luge..we have our lunch and dinner..the 2nd last day all the gal came to our room..chat and chat..tian and nicolette...and our junior..came to our room and sleep..hahas..the last day of camp..we woke up late..luckily kim yen woke up us..thanks anyways..miss them forever!!camp rox..can't wait to see them in school..2010..hahas..

last sun..my daddy is not at hme..like cool man..he went to genting..i woke up abt 6am..take a bath..went to K church..his church was great..but ppl abit weird..hahas..and see mr willy worshipping God..seem tat he love God so much..hahas..his pastor is awesome too..i really love their praise and worship song..i love it..i hope i have the song..sld buy the cd from them..i love the Word Of God by the pastors..hahas..i shall go on this sun..can't let the K noe it..hahas..shhhhhhhh...he qutie famous in church man..wanna tok to him after all the two service..alot of gal was toking to him..hahas...hmmm..K is awesome(: dont praise him so much..he will be happy de..hahas..i think he came back from the holiday with his fren ba..hahas..

i so happy i bring pei ting to HOGC..she is awesome..i invite her to play xrave..and she have alot of fun thre..then she went for main service on sat..she love it..then sun we having cg..she came too..and sun service..she is really awesome..just a sec 1 gal..i am so impacted by her..i guess alot of ppl impacted too(: i love her so much..i must treasure her..hahas..pei ting euu are awesome..muah..and Pastor Lia and Pastor How is not around..i miss them..but they will be back on this week..woots..ytd is my best fren fateha birthday..wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATEHA(: stay happy and pretty..this few week i really tired and busy..need to plan outing,ministry..and i still have time gtg out with my mummy..this few week..keep gtg KTV with my mummy and her fren..sing and sing..hahas...mon i went..ytd i went..this sun gtg again..hahas..singing rox..my mummy rox..hahas..gonna to enjoy myself..hee..

christmas is coming soon..i need to buy 40 christmas card for my lovely fren..hahas..christmas is cool..can spent more time with my fren..time is getting faster..hahas..plus dec is coming to the end soon..2010 is coming..i gonna be a sec 4 student..omg..hahas..old already..hee..hahas..hope my day is great..everyone spenting a great life...love them..holiday can make great things happen..maybe new year and CNY i gtg for holiday to genting or near hongkong ba..hahas..but i wan to go korea..hahas..can find my need and wants there..and my destiny,life there..hahas..later on i having dinner with my galfren..bernie..miss her..and tmr having xrave with my group..haha..sat and sun gonna be awesome..cant wait..tmr morning buy school book..gonna sleep early later on..hahas..i shall upload my blog soon..bye..hahas..

(enjoy my blog..so sorry guys my blog is qutie long..bear with it yea..love ur guys..muah..hahas)

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

happy birthday to darryl

2009-11-08T20:10:00.004+08:00

so long never blog in already..miss my blog..hahas..busy..now hoilday qutie boring..but i still have God with me..and fren around me..hmmm..the last day of sku..when for overnite trip with teachers and classmates..the feeling is great..hahas..overnite man..hmmm..the whole nite is super super cold..cant stand it...cos of the raining day..hahas..really have fun..but qutie tired..today is DARRYL SEAH BIRTHDAY!!Happy Birthday man..my great photography head..and leaders..he is great..hahas..stay happy and handsome..

Hmmm..this few week i feel miserable..i dont noe why..im really really tired...of my life sometimes..i really need a rest...i been crying for few week..every nite..i doesnt wan to let people noe..im crying..i always ask myself..WHAT IS LOVE???WHAT IS HAPPINESS???WHAT IS SMILE???I really dont noe anymore..i been stop smiling,stop being a happy gal like last time anymore...always come to church..i feel better..i dont noe why..i really start being learn how to love God more..wanna to worship Him more...In my heart God is really really important to me NOW!!!thanks God this few days i kept coming back to church..doesnt wan to avoid or uncontactable again..i will keep coming to church until i die..and ytd the service is great..Pastor How came back..miss him alot..after tat having C zone meeeting..i believe C zone really can reach 300 people..we have faith..we can breakthrough man..Amen..hmm..i cant wait for reaching to the next generation man...woots..hahas..im 15 now..but i feel myself "very old"..hahas..hmmm...

SAT AND SUN SERVICE
FAVOUR WITH GOD~~~
Luke 2:52
MERCY & GRACE
-Mercy is not getting what we deserve.
-Grace is getting what we don't deserve.
because of grace of God we deserve what we have from Him!!
10 GREAT EXCHANGE ON THE CROSS!!!
1) Sins-Forgiveness
2)Sinful-Righteouness
3)Death-Life
4)Poverty-Prosperity
5)Rejection-Acceptance
6)Old Man-New Man
7)Shame-Glory
8)Wounds-Healing
9)Sickness-Health
10)Curses-Blessing

Repentance is the foundation for MERCY
1 John1:9
-Lving by the GRACE of the God is living a repentant life.
Romans 6:1-2
-While repentance is the door to God's MERCY,GRACE is the living room.
FAVOUR
Genesis 6:8 Genesis 6:8(NLT)
-GRACE & FAVOUR
They mean the same things..
we need to grow in the favour & grace.
-If we have found favour/grace in the eyes of the Lord,if means that we get what we dont deserve.
( we cannot earn favour & grace.)
-Favour=Favourtie
-The favour of God is the Spiritual Favouritism of God.
-The favour of God is the Spiritual Discrimination of God.
BY GRACE THROUGH FAITH
Ephesians 2:4-8

hmmm..the sermon by Pastor How is great...i love him forever...hahas..hmmm..tmr is weekdays what sld i do??hahas...tues gtg zhi hao hse watching movie with other..cool rite..hahas..shall update soon..yea..hahas..miss my fren at sku and teachers..hahas..

I hope i can get back my smile again(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

2009-10-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

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2009-10-29T19:15:00.008+08:00

this is Pastor How Sat and Sun service sermon..enjoy(;
HEARING GOD
SPIRITUAL DEAFNESS
1.People who are deaf cannot speak accurately(1 Kings 19:19-20)
(Elijah has balance his life!He can serve God and loving his Parent,wisdom to be balance!He never give up on his Family)
We must spent time with our family,engaged with our family too!Get a vision from God(:
2.Deaf people tend to speak too loudly.
3.Deaf people cannot hear others and themselves.
(Mercy trying over judgment)
13 WAYS OF HEARING GOD
1. Audible voice of God
2.Angles
3.The Bible
4.Scriptures stored in my heart.(John 14:25-26)
5.My Spirit and Heart
6.Prophets
7.Gift of the Holy Spirit(1 Corinthians 12:7-10)
8.Dreams
9.Visions
10.Desires or Burdens of my Heart
11.Christian Resources
12.Circumstances(1 Thess 2:18)
13.Godly counsel and Leadership)1 Corin 16:9)(1 Thess 2:13)

Matthew 13:1-23
-If we are not willing to believe
it is easy not to hear. DOWTS

-If we are not willing to obey
it is convenient not to hear. DISOBEDIENCE

ytd i took picture with Mr Willy..first time taking picture with Male Teacher..seriously..and fateha too..hahas..great teacher..great fren..loves(: hope he like the card..tmr i think i have somethings for him..hahas..

and ytd i went for roy meeting..hahas..is great..i so glad i went..really awesome..i really get bless my his words,i wanna to race the race with Pastors and Leaders together..is time to think..and ytd he bought alot of food for us..hahas..and we worship God..and i really can feel the Presence Of God..tat God sae im a Gal..never sae die..never give up..yea..Amen!!God is awesome..awesome...WOW..and we share alot alot of things..and Roy also share abt his life with us..He is awesome..our great Leader..just blown aways..i cried..powerful..

and ytd went back hme..my grandmother really make me unhappy...i went to room..i just cry silently..i really can't take it..i called bell tat i don't noe why i suddenly think of her..she is the only one..i can trust on..suddenly swee call in..i just continue cry..sorry swee..i never wanna heard me cry again..i noe euu understand my feeling..thanks swee.great brother in Chirst..and thanks bell for everything..whenever i need a shoulder to cry..euu always lent me..i love euu..bell given me a verse tat she wan me to rmb..

2 Timothy 1:7
-"For God has not given us a spirit of fear,But of power and of love and of a sound mind."

bell i will always rmb..tat euu wan me to conquer my problem...i will have faith(:
and today i woke up..my eyes really really very painful,swollen..i can't open my both eyes...went to take a bath..meet rosemary take bus go school..and reach school...i can slowly open my both eyes..the sunlight is too bright..and alot of prize,congrat to them..hahas..when back to class..they all sae my eyes very swollen and tired..i sae yes..i really really feel tired..i shouldnt cry too much..i think im a soft hearted gal..haix..when can i stop crying..i really wan to be strong..but can't..i got my report book today..cool..hahas..later got to let my father sign..and i promise Mrs choi i will get b for my eng..hahas..mrs choi..i will..hahas..great teacher..

tmr is last day of school..i qutie sad..don't noe why..but tmr gtg for the overnite tour with class and teacher..5.45pm to 6am morning..yeah..so good..don't need to sleep..i don't really love to sleep..waste time only to me..im excited abt it..is for next year course N level..must take alot of photos..and sat morning..come back and take a nap..abt 10am wake up..gtg church..got ministry for Photography..hahas..i love it..can take alot of picture during main service..Pastors Lia man..i wont feel tired..whenever God with me..im content abt it..i just wish my lovely daddy HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRST..MONDAY is his birthday..hope he can stay longer,healthy..one day get save by God..i believe tat...and i wanna spent more time with him..great parent i have..

i wanna to tell the malay guy like me..im so sorry i can't stead with euu,i noe euu love me..but i think is impossible for me and euu..euu are a great guy..can find a better gal..im not a nice gal..only suffer...i just wanna to serve God more tat He is the one i love..for relationship..i have a guy i love..but is a secret..tat God noe...yup..so euu can find a gal tat suit euu yeah..God bless euu..i will try to control not to love a teacher or wat..i think my fren won't like it..it is dangerous...thanks God..i hope tat wont be happen to me..yup..

Great fren tat i wanna have is they can be happy..i will be content..i can protect them..loving them(: TaKee CaReE!!!!

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

yeah..result are out...

2009-10-23T11:07:00.003+08:00

today we noe our overall result..hahas..my subject all pass..only maths fail..but i will study hard de..i class ranks is 17 and level ranks is 19..hahas..i frm 24 to 17 i very happy man..hahas..ytd i have a awesome dinner with rosemary,carol,hong hwee and swee..hahas..at causeway point..so ps they waited for me for 1 hour..doing e learning..hahas..my ytd mite is awesome..i very happy..and today mr willy never come to school..maybe sick..hahas..he must rest well yea..next week must take photos..but i plan to give him somethings..still thinking..today or tmr doing card..than next week can give him...REST WELL TEACHER(: see ur handsome face..hahas..tmr zhe hao coming to church..so happy..and rosemary coming on sun..i very happy for them and myself..thanks God..everythings is awesome..i never forget that..i will pray for clara..she can come..hahas...

finally i can get report book..cos tat time i never get it..i cry..finally i can get..i hope i got improve..and tmr gtg yio chu kang sec for the maths fair..hahas...will update soon..happy weekend yea my frens(:

SIGN OFF
MANGO(:

happy birthday to my grandmother

2009-10-22T14:53:00.003+08:00

ytd..get back maths,sci,cpa exam paper..i saw the maths paper..i wanna to tear away the maths paper or burn the paper aways..i dont mind de..I HATE MATHS...if i have boyfren like maths..i straight away break up with hm..and sae bye bye..kidding.. might be true..yea..and i qutie stress in maths..i can just junp down from the building..end of my life..i have a lot of pressure..that sec 4 got grad day..we saw them walk dwn..i saw the guys..i like frm hall to parade square..haix..i will miss him de..i noe i and him is impossible..all the best for his o level..after sku..go hme.chat with my mummy,grandparent..at nite,we went to eat..also celetrate my grandmother birthday earlier..which fall on 28 oct..wish her happy birthday first..always healthy..love her..hahas..we ate alot of things..full man..hahas..today,went to zhi hao hse do the e learning..haix..all do finish already..yeah..hahas..qutie good..luckily no maths..i wont do de..hahas..later on meet carol they all for dinner,spend time together..i think weekend also have at church..hee...

hmmm...i recently reading mr willy blog abt the "Nasi Boengkoes"Director's Cut 1-5...qutie nice..his story..euu got to take a look at it..hahas..i heard the TLG before...and he went to bible camp..sia..i never go before sia..i hope i can go and take a look..also..God is awesome...i wondering which church he gtg..hahas...follow him..anyway i noe where he stay too..hahas..he never noe...he leaving sku sn..sad man..why not wait until i grad next year..i want to cry...he is awesome..realllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....he sae he will visit the church..sure anot..haix..he like ogura ice cream,nasi goreng and many more....he hate the most is veggie..hahas..he die le..hahas..his present is veggie..hahas..veggie is nice..but he doesnt like it..strange??hahas..he hope he can put his body at Paris..why...not is hse meh..i will gossip him more de...and he mark the maths paper..he hand writing so small.like ant sia..who can see..luckily my hand writing like him..can see..hahahahahahahahas.....hope he have a wonderful weekdays and weeend..yeah..God bless him(:

i hope i can get my report book back..on29 oct...if not i will cry again...tmr got sku...hahas..i wanna to spent more time with fren and teacher..before next year having n level and alot things need to do..times flew very fast..days by days...we do not noe..happy is ore important than anythings and family...yeah..God given us a great days..we shall enjoy it...

Time is in our hands..grab it nicely...and do what euu wan to do...enjoy the days we have before we have any regret..i have alot alot of things i really want to do...i can lose everythings..family i cannot lose it..they are my only kin i noe..i love them...God alt i noe euu always test me..and no matter wat i will jus accept it..and go on in my life(:

silent cry tat i just wanna to kept it in my heart...

SIGN OFF
MANGO(;